Part 1

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Eight years past, but he was still standing there, waiting for her love, he never moved on, he never got married, nor any affair. Being india's number one rockstar, this was uncommon, but this was eternal love

Now his only support system is his daughter Pari, naughty, carefree, cute, Funny, beautiful, intelligent n mature for 8 yrs old, she is just like her mom, very understanding

He still writs to Pragya, but not on daily basis but very time he got stuck n that was every alternate day, but today was different he was feeling helpless, he tried to explain why sanitary napkins used by only girls, at first he told its adult diaper but when his Pari told she saw them when those fell from her teacher's purse, he then said after ya but it's used by only girls as after certain age girls infected by disease n lost control over urine so.....!!! Pari didn't buy that, she somewhat knew that it happens every month, some of senior students have been using it, they had this girl talks in washrooms n girls lounge in school, she wanted to tell all this to him but thought he won't understand n gets sad n goes to her room, n here he was feeling his little munchkin has all grown up, soon she will be getting periods then boyfriends then marriage then baby, he was not ready for all this now n he goes to his room took some book n albums, goes through all, his eyes filled with tears, goes to computer n he started writing to Pragya to talk his heart out

"You know Pragya, our girl is growing up too fast- today, I pulled out the baby albums and found myself running my fingers over her baby pictures. My eyes turned moist, with humble pride at the wonderful person she had become but also because I missed her baby days! What exactly did I miss, I asked myself. The sleep deprived nights? The constant 'clingy'ness? The diapers and the potty training?
Honestly, I miss all of that and then some!
I miss her touch. I miss her weight in my arms. I miss how she needed my earlobe to pull on when she fell asleep every night - I couldn't wear earring for an entire year! I miss my little girl who hated to nap and fell asleep only bit by bit, her body reluctantly and gradually growing heavier my arms as she drifted off.
I miss her fragrance. That heady mix of baby soap, spit-up, wet diaper and innocence! That special baby smell that no one can replicate. One whiff of it could recharge me for the entire day!
I miss her tears. It is not that she don't cry now. But now, her tears make me hurt. I can console her but not always make her feel better. Back then, I was the only one who could. I miss the daddy power of taking all her troubles away.
I miss her littleness. Just yesterday, she walked over to the sofa n sit beside me, we were watching movie but soon fun movie turned into nightmare n no it was not horror movie but ad that plays, yes sanitary napkins ad, she kept on asking why it is used, I told her very confidently it's an adult diaper, she just throw pillows at me n shoutout my teacher using it, today I saw this fell from her purse, you are lier dad n she ran to her room
What should I do Pragya, I always read about kids in general on internet, I'm such dumbo, I should have googled about girl child, yes yes I'm going to do this Right now,thanks Pragya you always have answers
Love you always"

He started google about how to explain about sanitary napkins to 8yrs girl??? Periods???
Pari was looking at all this dramatic, over the top hyper behaviour of dad for almost hour now, n when he almost slept while reading those blocks, she went in n sits besides first switch off computer then she put her hand on his head
"I am sorry dad for my behaviour, I know dad you are the best but I need mom too, I know you have tried n you are both father n mother to me, but I need her in person, there are things which only mother understands, no matter how much I explain you won't think about it as I am seeing it, sorry dad" saying this she kissed him on forehead n leaves
He registered that, n decided to take her to Pune n explain her why her mother is not with them, it was not that Pari didn't knew about Pragya but abhi wanted to show all that in person, he to relive moments, he wanted to show where her mom slept n how he came to hospital by climbing from back door n all other surrogate mothers, he thought that will help her in many ways, n Purab was also there to answer her all those odd n wired questions about sanitary napkins then periods n pregnancy

Next day early morning," hey pari breakfast is ready, egg sandwich with eggstra (extra) cheese n (she just walks in) wow you are looking eggstra ordinarily beautiful"
"What's wrong with you dad???? Why are you emphasising on egg???"
"Simple", (he was humming eggs , ovaries, fertile etc. she was amazed, her father had gone total nut case now)
"What dad??"
"We are going to Pune"
"I love sudden plans, especially when it's has holidays in list, I will pack up, wow I will get to meet Purab uncle, I'm super eggcited"
"Me too, Pragya I'm going to live those days again, I'm coming..."
Both reached Pune by 12 in noon, that place was still looking same it was 8yrs back he thought to himself, while pari excused herself saying she wanted to use washroom first, he allowed her to go by herself as he knew that here it was safe, he straight went to Purab room, while going up he runs to bulbul, he ask her to help pari find washroom n again started walking

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