Murder Of Crows

Chapter 17: Coldest Winter PT. Three

As you know, my life hasn't been so perfect, everything about me is screwed up. I my family we only believe in strength, and walking away from our wounds. That's how I became the monster I am today, I shut all emotions out especially love. It didn't exist to me anymore, it has always been meaningless.

I've never felt an ounce of weakness, it's not in my blood. To me weakness is a choice, your not born with it, but once you become weak, you become afraid. Afraid to go outside,and always paranoid, you can never grow as a person if you live in fear.

Alice Barns, my mate my has never showed weakness. When I first saw her, she seemed weak, an Alpha like me saw that as a chance to take advantage of her. But I didn't know there was more under that innocent surface. A person that has been through a lot, like me. A girl that has climbed her way to the top only to be knocked down. My love for her has been blinding, in the time I have known her I have only wanted to keep her safe from my enemies. Not realizing that by keeping her safe I was endangering her more.

Now it's my turn, to bare the weakness on my shoulders, time for me to be afraid, of this possible outcome. Holding Alice in my arms, seeing her in this state....hurts. Her blood is everywhere, seeping through my clothes and staining my hands. She tracked me down to warn me about Colin, but most importantly to bring me home. Alice risked her life to save me and now she is dying in my arms.

"Damian, we're almost back to the house." Sebastian said, which snapped me oh of my thoughts. He tried chasing down Colin but lost track of him.

Every time I looked at her face my heart started to ache. I was getting really nervous, I haven't felt like this in years. Sebastian, some how noticed this emotion wearing on my face. "Damian, when we get to the house we have to quickly get her to the Pack doctor, she should be fine then."

"She should be fine?" I questioned "Her back is ripped open, and your saying she will be fine, I don't think you understand the fact that this will change her life." I was biting my tongue, I didn't want to start an argument with him.

"I know that, and I can't help but notice your getting anxious. Damien you need to snap out of it, focus on getting her to safety and stop thinking about her almost lifeless body in your arms! Maybe if you stop throwing a pity party we could get to the house faster and keep her alive." Now I was really biting my tongue, but Sebastian is right.

If I just stop thinking about all the possibility of her dying I can actually save her. Sebastian said were almost to the house and I have to rush her to the doctor. I already put some pressure on her wound to stop the bleeding. It did but, doesn't change the fact Alice is still not conscious.

Walked we walked past a couple of big tree's, which weren't new to me. That means were at the house. "We're here." I started running through the forest. I was trying to get Alice inside as quickly an possible

"Damian slow down!!" Sebastian about shouted, I ignored him. My only love was in my arms, passed out with a major injury. Why should I slow down, her life is the most important to me.

I was there, our home was standing before me, all the lights were on. And a dark aura flooding the house. I knew something wasn't right, this feeling. Sebastian and Luke came out running. As they saw me standing there, they got the same feeling also.

But I didn't care, I needed to get Alice our doctor quick. I ran towards the entrance of the house, Luke Sebastian were behinds me. Luke opened the door for me seeing my hands are full. When we walked in side the words "Alpha!!" Hit me instantly.

Two of my pack member ran toward me, there eyes were very dark. Alerting me something awful had happened while I was gone. "Alpha, we have been attacked, one of the rogues were captured and the second one is still roaming the house." What the hell is going on!