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Chapter 7 - the dream

I was walking up to the school gates, and there he was.. Burmudo beside me, clutching my hand for dear life, as if desperate to never let go. As we drew nearer to the school, people looked at me, stared at me even, as if I was an alien invader from the planet Zrog or something. Honestly, that's how it felt. I was an intruder, I didn't belong. I saw a few tears escape from his eyes as he looked at me and mouthed "I'm sorry" In my head I was thinking... why what the hell is going on? He seemed to read my mind, he squeezed my hand even tighter then, and hugged me. I was crushed by his powerful frame, his muscles bulging out of his top which incidently was clinging to him, aided by the sweat that was pouring out from him. I found him delicious, his whole being was attractive to me. It also disgusted me, because somewhere deep in my head I knew we had done something. Something disgusting, vile and horrible. I just couldn't remember what it was yet. 

Then, I saw May... alone, a tiny ghost of a smile played on her lips, this was serious... deadly serious. I walked over to her and asked the question that was plauging my senses. "what the hell is going on? I seriously cannot remember anything" tears escape from my eyes too as I say this, and Burmudo looks at May as if pleading her to answer as honestly as possible. May simply looked at the floor. 

"I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE, WHAT THE BLOODY HELL HAPPENED? AM I AN ALIEN, AM I DEAD, AM I A BLOODY VAMPIRE? WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?" I yell at the top of my voice, and both Burmudo and May look at me sheepishly, "IS IT ME? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? HAVE I WORN THIS TOP TOO MANY TIMES? IS THIS COAT LAST SEASON? I WANT TO BLOODY KNOW, CAN YOU STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE YOU'VE SEEN A GHOST!!" 

The school went silent then, my ears ringing with the volume of my own voice. the two sheepish people in front of me stood, silent as well. Not moving, not talking, not laughing, not crying, not living... just being. I was scared, terrified of what I had done.

It took a while for anything to happen, but slowly Bermudo came closer to me and held me tightly in his arms, regret filled his eyes. Right now I hated them both, I just wanted to know what happened, then everything would be ok... I hoped. 

"just tell me Bermudo, I won't be mad I promise." I say, gently into his ear. He blinks, and smiles and finally musters up the courage to squeak "Sorry, you're pregnant" 

My world fell apart, "I'm pregnant, what the hell happened? I haven't been round to your house... I havent' done anything with anyone!" I spun around waving my arms like a mad woman, "how could this happen, why the hell am I pregnant?" then it dawned on me, and Bermudo looks at his feet. "you? you? you? YOU?!" I really want to hit him now, to sock it to the man. I am 15 for gods' sake, there's no way I should be pregnant."

I went through the motions of that day at school not thinking of anything but me, I didn't care I bumped into mr stevenson at lunch, I didn't care that I got an afterschool detention for being late.. I didn't even care that people wouldn't stop staring at me. The only thing I thought of, was the baby, my baby, OUR baby

I had no clue how I was going to tell mum, she'd probably ground me and tell me never to go near Bermudo again... and right at that moment I didn't care if she did.

So i guess I did my detention, and when I got home I had to tell mum.  "Mum, last night... at Bermudos party.. we kinda, did it, it it it it it it

the words rang in my ears. My eyes filled with tears and BAM I was awake, sweating like a pig I was. my eyes filled with water, and distress, and fear.  

And there he was, stood outside, yelling "HANNAH, WE'RE GOING TO BE LATE" I looked at the clock, "sh1t" I whispered, It was nearly 8.30, and I was still in bed. I hurried along like sonic the hedgehog, got dressed, quickly splashed my face with water, grabbed a fruit and grain bar and ran out of the door. There he was, cool as anything, as solid as he'd been in my dream. I decided not to tell him though, he might get some ideas. 

So we walked to school, me, him and May all together like the pokemon crew... all I needed now was pikachu and my life would be complete (and so would my pokedex) 

  when we got there I attracted the most attention, people stared, people laughed and others just glared. "they're just jelous" May says, skipping out in front of us, and I knew that... that's why they were staring, they all wanted Bermudo too. I wasn't going to say anything about the dream though, it  might worry them, or they would think I was stupid. Instead I decided to talk about lessons, "Oh good, we've got french today" I say, waiting for Bermudo's witty reply. "Oh well, I'll help you" he said sweetly, holding my hand in his. We couldn't get any cuter, seriously our cute couple points were probably through the roof right now. 

It was amazing, to have a lover... a solemate, a potential husband and fath- no wait. I don't want to go through all that again... at least, until after high school. 

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In form I found a lot of rumors were spreading about us, and none of them were true... none at all. we were boyfriend and girlfriend, plain and simple. And we knew eachother well, (to well for a couple who'd only known the real other half for 2 days) One particularly nasty one was that he was my cousin, another one was he just wanted sex. I knew none of it was true, and so did he.. I even caught him giving a couple of girls the finger as they walked out of the door. 

He was mine, and nobody else could lay a finger on him... under pain of imensely painful death. 

I liked that thought, having a boy around to kiss me and touch me and caress me... It was an idea I had been yearning for years, since I was 10 actually, to have a prince charming, a knight in shining armour, to have an elf warrior that plays incredible lyre is even better. 

After school that day I called him from my room, not wanting to go next door again, 

it had only rang once before he picked up.

"Hi Hannah, need help with homework or something? 

"Umm hello yourself, and no, I don't need help with homework"

"what do you want then?" 

"well I want to tell you about a dream I had"

"Oh yeah?" he sounded interested, so I said

"well... basically I had this dream... well it was more of a nightmare"

"I don't understand, could you elaborate?"

"well, me and you walked to school... you looked really upset."

"oh well now I know it's a nightmare..

"can I carry on?"

"sorry, sure"

"I asked you what was wrong and you just ignored me, and so did May. And basicly I got into a really bad mood with both of you and then, you hugged me and said 'Sorry, you're pregnant"

"Oh.. well that really was just a dream, I'd never do that to you... unless you wanted it"

"I know, and that's good, because I don't want it."

"Ok, that's fine with me" I could hear him sigh

"Oh and those rumors, they aren't true!"

"I know, they're just jelous of us. Well more me actua-

"Good I'm glad you get it!"

"By the way, why did you want to tell me about some wierd dream?"

"well I dunno, it just scared me and it made sense for me to tell you"

he laughed then, as he guffawed he said, "I can't save you from your own imagination" and then... he hung up. The buzzing tone of the phone a consilation prize for failing to get my message across. I had meant to say I love you, but he'd never heard it... maybe he thought I was a stupid little girl, now that I had voiced my opinion on sex on the telephone. Maybe I had made everything go tits up, and maybe he really didn't love me after all... he did sound angry... Oh well I'd talk to him at school tomorrow.