I Feel It Deep In My Heart

*bonus chapter*

"Mikhail Arave stop running" Nandini said coming after them "mama i don't want to drink milk" Arave said "mama I'm not eating egg no" mikhail said both sitting making pouty face. "You can eat cereal and milk main bonveta dalo bacha what nonsense is this, kuch khate he nhi ho dono, always you play and run away from food." She said tears coming from her eyes "oho emergency." Arave whisper in makhail ears "doctor wali" makhail asked questions "no papa wali chup k jao" Arave said whispering, "even now you both not listen to me, apne main he lage hue ho, sai be here with papa and all, I'm gonna leave all." She said standing up crying she went to garden "papa emergency" makhail said wo have run to call Manik was have just comb his hairs mean while Arave have gone behind Nandini. "What's up my champ" manik said picking up in his hands and starts moving down, "mama case crying is started over flowing." He said looking at his father "kuch kara dono." Manik asked rising eyebrow. "I was not eating egg she forget i hate it, phr Arave tou you know he doesn't drink simple milk bs yehi sai, papa she is going to leave us". He said hugging his dad. "Nope never" Manik said ruffling his hairs "papa not my hair's." He said making them right with his small hands.

"Ek jese hain teeno k teeno sunte he nhi meri what did to do you aiyappa." She said looking at sky. She was crying and Arave was impatiently walking behind her in please tension. "Bola tha emergency but makhail will never listen Papa's boy always." He again with tension see Nandini "ufff papa itna late?" He said as he see makhail and manik coming "within 3 to 4 mins I'm here itna hmmm." Manik said ruffling his hairs "papa non hairs na" Arave spoke quickly setting his hairs "go we will come to you mama will be fine." Said to both of his sons assuring them. Listing to him they went to play.

"What is my world doing here alone" he said sitting beside Nandini wo turns her face other side "angry?" He said taking her his arms about which she doesn't protest "very" she said "what happened?" He asked creasing her hairs "three of you don't listen to me, am I not important." She said tears filling her eyes to fall any time. "Oho you know na i worked till late jbi over slept a little today that's why no listen to my Jan my baby, why crying I'm here only, uth gya na main" he said kissing her head "about both of your babies they are being difficult because makhail don't eat eggs and Arave is spoiled by that he only drink milk with flavors" he said to her making her understand "i know I'm crying because I forget and they just run." She said wiping her tears "Nandini your tears are so precious to me don't waste them Manik ki jan. Now smile." Manik to her kissing her cheeks. "Tell your son's you are fine i want to give you surprise tou after that we will go to our room." Taking her hand kissing it he stand and Nandini to stands "Manik kia surprise hai." She asked as they made there in home, "thora sa wait please, wo rahe your spoiled princes" Manik said both of his sons were sitting discussing something with serious look. Nandini made her way to talk to them, they are just five years and 7 months old now, "mama i want a baby sister" manik heard Arave say "nope mom i want brother all my friends have small small babies at home." "Mama mujhe chachiye baby like abeer bhai have, chotu sai." They both were talking to there mother telling about every kid they know. "My babies you abi small babies how will you get baby for yourself." She said "mama please." "Han mama please." I laughed at it nandini was on verge of crying seeing this I rescued her from our darlings buzzing questions.

"Manik kahan hai surprise." She said roaming her eyes here there, "baby patients." I said going towards cupboard and taking out a box for her. Seeing he she smiles bigger "tou is main kuch hai for you." I said putting the box on bed we both sit on bed Nandini sides beside me resting her head on my shoulder circling my waist with her arms around. "they are things I brought for you when I was away on tour and some are the things which I never had guts to give you or show you, so have a look shall we" I said. They were small things little keychains, chaina dolls, some letters and other small things. "These are the things which I have bought remembering you, that how would you react to see this saying things like that is so cute, that is so chuto sa... " He said but nandini cuts him between "Manik these are so adorable and letter's na i will keep them safe with me, i was worried is bar jb you didn't give me even one letter and now after​ 5 months you remembered that." She said looking at him "Yes I'm because I wanted to give you these all this see they are collection of first to till date." He said "I love you so much Manik hoe can you manage to be so cute." She said kissing his cheek and hugging him tightly. "I'm not cute you are cute." He said kissing her head. "Now give me my return prize." He said cupping her face "but these." She gesture towards box's "we will see them at night. I know you will get emotional and all reading letters so bd main abi tou ro k aya hai mera baby again I can't see that." He said kissing her temple. "Now my baby give me my morning dose." Manik said putting his hands around Nandini's neck. "You really are something Mister Malhotra." She said sitting straight now facing him fully "yes I'm something only for you baby." He said lightly moving towards her "Manik lock the door." She whispers against his lips "I already did I'm very smart." He said smirking "very" she said putting her lips on his, kissing her is bless for him, the wish he always wants, the prayer he always curves for, every time it's bless like there first time. Breaking kiss he bends his forehead with hers. "Nandini how are you now." He asked with concern looking straight in his lover's eyes "I'm just a little bit not fine, but this one is like this ab kia kar skte hain, doctor said same." She says stroking his hair's on neck lightly to calm him "I'm very tense for you that's why not going anywhere after this month." Manik said creasing cheek with his thumb, "this was only your wish and blackmailing that we having another one but for me I can't see like that last time was enough for me to see there, i felt helpless." He said "but having Arave and Mikhail in our life you happy na this one will sure do the same." She said smiling on her worried husband taking deep breath Manik again look in her eyes "I can't lose you know i don't have so much strength promise me something." He said "I promise you whatever you want." She said "alright like last time if doctor asked me to choose one of you it will be you, no arguments on this you have it your last time but this time I'm not tolerating any of this" he said nandini tried to say something but he puts his finger on her lips to make her quiet "ssshhh i don't have strength Nandini please try and understand, before anything else you come first for me I love our children for my dear life but if you would have not been here they would have possibly not been here too, I love you so much that I can't bare to see you in a little pain you asked for this i gave in after your so much blackmailing don't pout" he said giving her peck on lips "you are my happily ever after, so you have to be with me till then you are not allowed to go anywhere now you will rest be here at home i will help you mean while, don't get all worked up about what will happen to office or anything, i can do work from home i have office here but just let it be my way for once." He said "for once and all han, do whatever you feels like my love I'll just enjoy and relax, come on manik I also need break." She said smiling "good" with that he  captured her lips again claiming them. Breaking it he went down on his knees "hello baby" he said kissing Nandini' stomach "please let mama be don't make me worried so much, I love all so much, so be strong but don't be complicated. We will talk later." He said kissing stomach again then standing again "come those two are waiting for you as i have said we are going for drive."