Random Namjin : knj x ksj

Tres: Namjin

Jin cried to sleep that night.

Namjoon couldn't sleep that night.

Where had he gone wrong? Jinnie wondered. Had they finally hit rock bottom?

What had he done wrong? All because he'd asked for his boyfriend to take him seriously? All because he'd asked for attention he deserved?

Namjoon couldn't bring himself to believe that he had lost control in such a manner. That all that constant pent up fear and rage had finally gotten the best of him.

He should have told his Jinnie but he didn't want to worry his love. He knew Jin would break up with him immediately and listen to no reason. Not because he wouldn't understand or hate him for it but because he wouldn't want to be an inconvenience or threat to his Joonie.

That's just how Jinnie was. He always thought about others before him.

Namjoon hated himself for what he had done. He thought by keeping Jin at bay and being strange was his way of protecting him but it had backfired, bigtime. 

 And now he didn't know what to do. It had become too much, all the pressure from them and then having to ignore and keep things from Jinnie had finally erupted like a volcano, sadly it had erupted on Jinnie. Jin didn't have to bear the brunt of Namjoon's problems but he had and for no fault of his.

Maybe he should have listened to them and broken it off with Jinnie than to have stayed and hurt him more.

But he'd tried that hadn't he? And failed terribly.

One afternoon he'd broken it off, but then he couldn't bring himself to stay away from Jin. Somehow, he'd been able to pretend that the broken look on Jin's face, his sobbing form as he asked him "why" over and over again and Jin crying himself to sleep hadn't affected him.

The next day it resulted in Namjoon being drunk and crying in their bathroom. When Jin found him in that state, needless to say that he forgave him that very second and Bam, they were back together.

But this time there was no way they'd get back like that. This time was different. Last time Namjoon never told Jin why he had broken it off, it bothered him that his Joonie was keeping things from him but eventually he let it go.

He had Joon back in his life and that's all that mattered to him. Now? He didn't know anymore. He was too broken to even comprehend "why?"

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Ho se ok 's  POV :

I hoped to wake up to Jin hyung making us pancakes since it was a Sunday but what I woke up to was an empty kitchen. After I brushed my teeth I checked everyone's rooms.

Jiminie, Kookie and Tae were all sleeping like babies.

Suga hyung... well it'd be best if I don't see him... for now.

Next I went to Namjoon's room. He wasn't here. That's strange. He usually doesn't wake up so early.

Suddenly my stomach started to grumble. I could check on Jin hyung later.

I went to the kitchen and stood with my hands on my hips. So, I had made it to the kitchen yes, but now what?

I didn't want to have cereal. None of us really entered the kitchen, Jin hyung always took care of us. I wasn't as bad as Namjoon surely I could fix something for myself but what and how?

I didn't know what was where.

I hear some throat clearing behind me.

"Yahh!! Oh Jin hyung! You scared me! Aish!" I said the last bit to myself, placing a hand on my chest to calm down.

"I know." he said dryly and started to take vessels out from the cupboards.

That wasn't like him at all. He usually would laugh and say "sorry Hoseok~ah!" and ruffle my hair or something.

This Jin hyung standing in front of me looked completely lost and without purpose.

"Jin hyung?" I asked placing a hand on his shoulder.

"Huh?"

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah." he said but it didn't sound convincing. (A/N: Gahhh! Hoseokiee! You think, don't you? My baby is so slow!)

"Are you sure?" I tried.

"Yeah! I am!" he raised his voice a little.

"I'm sorry. I'm fine really." he quickly apologized.

"Araseo, if you say so." I said and went out.

Ten minutes later Jin hyung turned up with bread and eggs for us to eat.

The rest of the house was still asleep.

"They'll be up soon. Do you think they'll be okay with having breakfast out today? I don't feel like cooking." he said. What? He never felt like not cooking!

"I can tell." I said realising he had put in too much salt.

"I'm sorry if it's that bad." he shrugged. He never replied like that. He'd probably be like "Omo! I'm so sorry! Is it not good? Here, spit it out, I'll fix you something else then."

This was making me uneasy.

After I had finished eating I saw him all dressed, "I'm going to head out now Hoseok~ah. I'm going to get them breakfast. You can fix everyone some coffee. There's juice in the fridge if they want. Another 30-45 minutes and they'd all be up." he said checking his watch.

Suddenly he took his watch off and left it on the table nearby.

That's when it all made sense. He never took that watch off. That was the watch Namjoon gave him. Something was really off and I didn't know what but that something had made the only other chirpy and happy person I knew in our group this dull boy.

I watched his back as he left the condo. Whatever it is I'm going to make it right but for that I need to go to the source of this : Kim Namjoon.

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