Random Namjin : knj x ksj

Dieciséis: Namjin

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Hoseok: ..if I was something..
Me: bish..stfu you more than something.. you everything.. my everything aye 😗

Unedited. (I guess.)

Namjoon's POV:

He looked at me like I were crazy! And then he started laughing. A full crazy, I can't control my laughter, I probably sound like a dying hyena but this is my windshield laughter and I can't hold it in laugh.

By the time he was done clutching his stomach and wiping his eyes he said, "So wait a minute, lemme get this straight. My grandpa? My halahbuhji out of all people would want to keep us apart if I was caught in a controversy? Get me married? To a woman at that? Hal-bi is the most chilled out oldie I have ever come across. He's not one to pretend Joon. If he doesn't like me being gay, he doesn't, he'll make sure I know that. But LGBT isn't an uncomfortable topic with him like most old people. He's so chilled out. Where'd you get that odd idea from? Oh god that's got to be the most weirdest thing I've heard- well not technically cause the weirdest thing has to be the combination of baby pink and yellow, like not gold yellow, taxi yellow! Now why would anyone match pink with anything? Pink is bae and sufficient in itself it doesn't need anything else-" he starts rambling and I cut him off.

"Baby stop- I I don't understand. They said- but what?" I think I'm going to have a seizure.

"Babe, are you okay?" he asks.

"But your grandpa, I've met him, he wasn't really happy to know-"

"Wait a second! You met hal-bi? When?! Why'd you not tell me?"

"Well technically I didn't meet him, your father told me to pick him up, we were to have lunch, so when I went to his office he was talking to him. I overheard their conversation."

"How can you suggest that? That's downright disgusting! He's one of the future heirs to Kim & Son's-"

"And that's why Appa, I'm saying that he must do this. Besides who knows? They might fall in love later?"

"Look I don't care if he fools around with people as long as, in the end he finds his way. This conversation is over."

"Nae Appa."

"That's strange Joonie, my grandfather would never say that. There's more than what meets the eye, ears in this case."

"Hmm. Don't worry, I'll take care of it." Now I just have to meet this guy and take care of it. Either his grandfather is someone he's not or...his father. (A/N: haha mwahaha more drama. okay bye. ;) )

I feel lips brushing my forehead, "You're going to crease your forehead in your twenties itself." he giggles.

His eyes shining, his wide smile. Oh god. He's so beautiful. I ruined that. I ruined that smile.

Tears run freely.

"Hey, what's wrong?" concern shining in his beautiful big eyes.

"I'm sorry Seokjin. I'm so sorry. I ruined us, I ruined you. I never meant to hurt you Seokjin. God I hate myself for it. I know that doesn't make it okay, nothing I say will ever make it okay. I just want you to forgive me Jinnie, I can't live with you hating me. I'll do everything to prove myself to you. Everything and anything. It's okay if you don't want to be with me, I understand because your happiness is all that matters to me baby boy. I need your forgiveness, I know I'm not worth it but I'm going to work for it." I say determinedly but my tears berate me.