Random Namjin : knj x ksj

Catorce: Namjin

This song above, I can't seem to stop listening to it. Months by K.IND

I've heard Wannaone is disbanding because of some rules, idk. I hope it's not true. Like c'mon man, what about my Ongniel?!

Merry Christmas! (I know I'm late.)

bleh! but did you guys have a splendid christmas? i spent it with fam obviously, my grandma was home and i baked brownies (wish they were hash brownies). sadly, the one thing i missed was my annoyance of a sibling, he was roaming the north of our country. he returns right after christmas is over though, the idiot. anywhore, what did you guys do and what was your favorite present this year? mine was nutella, hush, i ain't gonna share. :))

Namjoon's POV:

"Jinnie, baby open the door, please!" I said for the hundredth time outside our room.

Tae, Kookie, Jimin, Hoseok and Yoongi hyung were all standing by the couch and watching us, me actually but I didn't care. I was past the point of caring right now. I'm sure Tae, Kookie and Jimin have already figured out, they're not as idiotic as they make themselves to be.

"What part of leave me the fuck alone don't you get?" he screams back.

I turn around when I hear snickers from surprisingly, Yoongi.

"What? It's funny." he says getting back to snickering.

Hoseok rolls his eyes and smacks him over the head.

"Yah! Wae?" his yell turns into a low grumble when he sees it's Hoseok. The boys snicker and I smirk. It's good to see the leash he has on him.

When I followed him he had already sped off in the car.

Once again I had to take his help i.e. Ok Sung's bike.

When I entered the room he was surprisingly waiting for me making these random comments on how I should just marry Ok Sung whom he called tattoo freak and how he wouldn't mind being the best man. Then he went on to say that Yoongi will be the best man and other than being my boyfriend he had no importance in my life. After having said that he started questioning if he even had any importance in my life in the first place.

Seokjin didn't like to share, that much I knew about him but for him to react this way, darn, he really must be mad. The last time he acted close to how he is behaving now is when he believed "JACKSON WAS PLANNING TO TAKE ME AWAY FROM HIM." Can you imagine? Jackson Wang from GOT7. The guy is just really friendly.

When I asked him what was wrong he just went like, "Namjoon, just answer one question of mine." And I said "sure go ahead."

He went like, "Just say yes or no. Please don't lie to me. Be honest." when I nodded he continued, "Uhmm.. Oh God.. Here it goes.. Did you know about Kim & Sons and Kim Enterprises merging?"

Oh crap I thought to myself, his eyes looked so hopeful I couldn't lie and to be honest I didn't want to. So I said, "Yeah, I did."

His face morphed from disbelief to anger within seconds and I didn't guess his next step which was barging into the room and locking the door so now I'm stuck.

"Jinnie. love, please, you can't give up on us, just like that. You have to let me say my piece, we need to discuss this first. I know you don't wanna discuss but isn't it unfair to not even let me know where I fucked up. As for the companies I can explain other than that you need to tell me what i've done to upset you- look just open the door. You can't give up cause I won't give up and I sure as heck won't let you. I hope you get-" I say to be cut off by the door opening and Seokjin weeping into my neck, his hands thrown around them.

I sigh in relief and hug him tighter. The boys are probably in shock right now because they aren't hooting like they would. If they look at us any differently then that's their problem. I DON'T CARE.

I lift him effortlessly and walk into the room shutting the door behind us after sharing a look with Hoseok. He gives me an assuring nod.

"Baby, if you don't calm down and tell me what's up I can't understand. You're mumbling." I tell him softly as I sit with him in my lap on the bed.

He hiccups, once, twice and finally seems to get his breathing even enough to say between softer sobs, "Please don't leave me, Joon."

"Never." I promise and hold him closer rubbing circles on his back until his uneven breathing turn even.

He looks even more angelic when asleep.

Hoseok's POV:

"What are you doing hyung?" Kookie asks.

"Making hot chocolate?" I say back.

"Do you think this is the end for them?" he asks and I stop stirring to look up at him.

"I'm not stupid." he supplies.

I sigh, "I don't know Kookie-ah. I just don't know. I hope not." I say with an assuring smile.

"Do the guys know?" I ask.

"We've always known. We just thought you'll would tell us on your own when you guys felt comfortable. But I guess you guys didn't." The hurt is evident in his voice and it aches my heart.

I switch off the gas and go around the counter to envelope him in a hug.

"Mianhae Kookie." I say when I feel his arms wrap around me loosely.

Seokjin's Pov:

I wake up checking my surroundings. I'm in my bed.

There's a chair by it. Namjoon is sitting in that chair.

He's fallen asleep. How long was I out?

I check the time, it's been six hours.

It must be so uncomfortable to sit like that for four hours. My heart melts at the thought.

It's night now.

I sit up straight rubbing my head. Darn. I really slept my heart out.

I guess my movement disturbed him cause he was up like a Watchmen trying to feign alertness at a night duty.

"Hey, go to sleep." I say softly.

"Aani, I want to talk." he says, the discomfort clear in his voice.

"Okay. But I'm hungry." I say and on cue my stomach growls.

He chuckles, standing up, flexing his muscles, "Let's eat first."

"I'll fix us something. You stay right here." I order, pushing him to lie down on the bed.

Surprisingly he doesn't argue.

I walk into the kitchen and make us each a ham and cheese sandwich. I find a sticknote on the fridge. The boys are dining out.

I walk back into the room to find him snoring to glory. A smile creeps its way onto my face.

I eat both the sandwiches. What? It's food.

After washing the two plates I switch off the lights and climb into bed next to him, pulling the comforters to our chests.

Brushing his hair out of his face, I kiss his nose, then his right cheek, He mumbles something and pulls me closer by the waist.

With my head on his chest, I fall asleep to his rhythmic heartbeat.

Maybe now the purple bags under our eyes and puffy eyes won't need any concealers or eye-drops.

MIANHAE,

I HAVE MY EXAMS GOING ON.

FINALS ARE IN A MONTH, FML.

THIS WAS A FILLER CHAPTER.

WHAT PLANS FOR NEW YEAR'S EVE?

ANY RESOLUTIONS? I MAKE EM AND BREAK EM EVERY YEAR.

Make me happy by clicking that star, will you? :)

Sarang,

Thiea.