CO:Crazy One

-heey a story from my other book One shots:)

I think i hit the point in life where,

I'm just  done.

I cried,

I fought,

I tried,

But everything is crashing down.

My demons are screaming louder,

Trying to eat the rest of me.

And this time,

I'm not going to fight back...

Blue,So blue.Like the colour of My mums eyes

It was so calm like my little brothers,Cars were passing by,Going Home Just like my dad.

Home,A place where the persons you love are,A place to call 'home'.

I stared at the water,Soon it was going to hit my skin.

I miss you,a little to much,a little to often and a ittle more everyday.

The closer i can get to you is in this frame.

Soon the water was going to be my home.

They died,In a car crash on there way home.

I wanted to stay home,I had a bad feeling that week.

And when i stood by the grave,''I told you so''I said crying.

And that was when the depression started to kick in.

My 'home' was gone.

My family was gone.

Why?

I didn't talked anymore.

Why would i?

I skipped classes,Made my homework,made the test,But nothing more.

''Mum,Please don't go''I said for the tenth time this morning.''Sweetie we're just going to visit the museum where Tim wants to go''She said kissing my cheek,Hugging me.It was a weird hug.Like she was never going to see me again.Yeah right mum,Nothing happened.Tell me that again when i had to see your bodies.'Nothing happened'.

My feats touch the side of the bridge.

It was cold,I looked at the view,The big city.

My demons started to scream,It was killing me,Eating me away.

'They won't Miss you'.'It's a big city'.'No body'.

Every day,Wanting to life,So desperate to find ONE reason to stay alive,

But in the end,the reasons were gone.

No One will notice i'm gone.

My friends left me,Or i left them.

Should i call them?

I tried to call Kathy.

She didn't answer,She stopped calling me after three weeks,I tried Rooz,She she canceled the call when she heard my voice.I tried Anna.

''Hello Anna speaking''She said in a tired voice.''Hey Anna''.''I don't want to see you,or speak to you''She said.A tear rolled over my skin.''Don't worry...''I said. ''What do you me-''I ended the call.

I looked back at the water.

COME.

It was if the water called me,No one will miss me,I'm ...

I didn't paid attention were i was walking,My feats slipped of the bridge.

I screamed,Like the pretty girl in  a horror movie.

The wind was so calm,Carrying me to the water.

I had a smile on my lips.

'Thank you'.