//Lakas maka 50 shades haha but anyway let's appreciate this side of Isabelle before meeting Elli again//
Dave called me asking what are my plans for my son's birthday, I answered "Kayo na bahala, just let me know kung magkano ang magagastos"
Agad kong binaba yung phone, pupunta ako sa Tea House ngayon balak kong makikipag-kita ako sa prospect buyer. I'm getting rid of anything related to him.
As for my own business, ipinangalan ko na kay Bellamy. All the shared profits will be under his name and Ninang will be the one to handle it. S'ya na rin ang pumipirma on my behalf.
She's so against my lifestyle right now pero wala s'yang magawa.
Sa kanya na rin lumalaki yung anak ko, not that I don't mind but I can't be a Mother right now. Hindi ko alam kung kailan or kung magiging Nanay pa ba ako sa anak ko.
Of course guilt will always be there, pero what can I do? I don't want to drag him into my mess. That's the least I can do for my son. He should stay away from me, he doesn't deserve to be with me, a fucked up Mother.
Matapos kong makipag-usap sa buyer, I smiled truimphantly, I got the deal. A couple from Paris just bought the Tea house.
Although secretary lang yung nakausap. Next year pa raw kasi balak umuwi nun mag-asawa. Of course I didn't pry any further. I don't want to meddle in anyone's life.
Masyado nang pre-occupied ng isip ko para maki-chismis pa sa mga hindi ko kilala.
I decided to go the gym, since it's too early pa para uminom, sarado pa rin yung Bar ni James. "Hi Ken" I kissed him. My gym instructor is so hot how can I resist him.
"Hindi ba talaga tayo pwede? I mean I'm dead serious about you Belle" He said
"Kung ayaw mo na ng set-up natin then fine, I told you from the start I'm not looking for a serious relationship, I'm so done with that long time ago" I rest my case and kissed him again. I'm so hot and I need to release all these desires.
He just sighed and led me into his private room.
And yes we did have sex and it was so good.
Night came, I arrived at James' bar. I saw Drew so I immediately ask him "Is James already here?" he nodded and led me to his boss' room "Thanks" I kissed him on the cheek at biglang namula yung tenga n'ya. I winked before entering James' room.
"Let me guess, you and Ken are finally together?" I rolled my eyes before straddling him into his swivel chair "Nope, never" I was about to kiss him when he pushed me away gently "Belle, I told you he's a good catch"
"James, akala ko napag-usapan na natin 'to?"
James, been nothing but a nagger, sometimes I wished hindi ko na s'ya hinalikan noong gabi na 'yon. We've been friends noon malaman ko na s'ya ang may-ari ng bar na 'to, where we first met.
"Remember what I told you, that night?"
"yeah I don't deserve this blah blah blah"
"Give Ken a chance" he said massaging my shoulders.
"Para mo na rin sinabing bigyan ko s'ya ng lisensyang saktan din ako? Thanks but no thanks" I closed my eyes, his hands doing wonders and I can't help but moan.
Platonic, that's how to describe our relationship. Masyadong pa-hard to get itong si James. I know he has feelings for me kahit na pinagtutulakan n'ya ako kay Ken. Ken's going abroad for good bakit ko hahayaang magkaroon ng relasyon sa kanya?
"God damn it Belle, did you just moan?" I looked up to him and smirked.
He sighed and sit back to his chair "Belle, aren't you tired?"
"Always been tired, you of all people should know why I'm like this" tapos na ako sa pag-iyak, tapos na tapos na.
"Stop playing around, please, may anak ka" paki-usap n'ya.
"James Dean, si Ken lang naman ang lalaki sa buhay ko ngayon, what's wrong with that?" wala kaming relasyon ni Ken, but he's my kind of fun. I may flirt with other guys but Ken's the only one I slept with for a year.
"And you just flirt with me moments ago, about to kiss me and moan" he said sarcastic.
I laughed so hard "Hindi ka pa ba sanay?"
"You know how I feel about you" he said, hurt's evident.
"James, pinagtutulakan mo ako kay Ken, tapos aartihan mo ako ng ganyan, what do you want me to do with you?" I seriously don't get him. I may not like him back but he's one hell of a hot guy, If hindi n'ya pinakilala si Ken, baka pinatulan ko s'ya. But he's so unsure, push and pull din s'ya, and I can't handle that.
"I'm sorry Belle, you know I can't handle the new you"
"Then stop whinning about my life, if you want to stay just friends then I'm fine with it" I sighed tsaka lumapit sa kanya, umupo ako sa lap nya tsaka sya niyakap. "Just be with me, okay na 'yon and I'm gonna dump Ken kahit wala naman kaming relasyon, I'll save him from heart break, I promise" he nodded and nozzle into my neck. Put his hands around my waist.
We stayed like that for a while.
Hinatid n'ya ako pauwi "thanks for the ride James" I said and kiss his cheek.
"Good night, Belle"
I heaved a sigh while looking at the ceiling "What did you just do to me?" I asked no one in particular but pertaining to one person.
Napalingon ako sa side table and saw a picture of us "Elli, how can I forget you? Ikaw pa rin ang tinitibok nito" I said clutching my chest.
----- Yay! Sorry na, I've always wanted to write a character na may ganitong side. And oh here's some character photo.
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Greg says hi 😍
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James Dean Sebastian at your service
Fun fact: I used to like them for Kylie hahaha XD gwapo kaya ni Martin at Kenneth 😍
(Ken the gym instructor is just, no one haha bahala na kayo mag-isip kung sino ang portrayer nya, mawawala na rin naman s'ya sa susunod na chapters)
