捌-BEANBAG

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lmao i wrote this at the hospital on notes again wow

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过沙粒❞ 

JUANCOCK'S POV

I plopped the ice cube into the berry coloured drink; as some of the liquid splashed upwards onto my hand. I pushed the drink down the oak counter; densely sighing as I glanced at the name. "Namjoon!" I called out, as a taller male with a dimple coated smile approached the counter. He grabbed onto the frigid drink; muttering a 'thanks' as I peeped back.

I leaned against the wooden counter, viewing Jackson's wide eyes glued to Namjoon; as a smile was tugging his chapped lips. "Gay and young love," I muttered with a mini beam; Jackson staggering back at the abrupt statement.

"Says you, gosh." He retorted; shaking his brunette strands as I scrunched my nose. "Bisexuality exists, you dumb rat." I perked my lips; patting Jackson's shoulder as a hint for support.

"Get him son," I grinned; Jackson shaking his head rapidly. "I-I don't like him dude," He stuttered, a rose flush surrounding his bronze cheeks. He began fiddling with his apron, as his denial sounded faker than FaZe Banks' accusation.

"Just want to swim in his dimples," I scrunched my nose in disgust; grabbing the bacon buttie as I yanked the grill up. I placed the sandwich onto the grill;dragging the lid down as I felt the heat develop. "Thirsty much," I mumbled; twisting the knob of the machine as more heat was being produced. "Let me live," Jackson breathed out, as I chuckled softly.

"Besides, I'm not one to judge someone's sexuality. He might be into pussy." I heard Jackson muttering; as I shifted my orbs to him, viewing him pour coffee beans into the machine.

"As I stated earlier, bisexuality exists." I shrugged; discharging the lid from the grill, as the intriguing scent travelled through my nostrils. "This is making me hard," I exhaled, feeling satisfied; setting the bacon buttie onto the plate as I slid a clean tissue underneath.

I wiped off crumbs from the plate, being a complete perfectionist. Oui, damn. "Mwah!" I kissed out loud; hearing Jackson trying to hide his cackles. "Jesus, you're so weird." I grinned at him; grabbing the plate as the smoke was rising through.

"Yet you wanted to swim in someone's dimples, you creep." I responded cockily; hearing Jackson let out a gasp. "His dimples are deep bro!" I shook my head at the elder, bringing the plate towards the counter as I froze.

I gulped as my hands mildly and lightly quivered. A petite male with soft blonde strands stood there; fumbling with his tiny fingers timidly. His milky skin had mini beauty spots, as I could see his eyes softly glisten. His plump lips were trembling, as I took a step closer. His shyness seemed attractive to me; as his soft nose was sniffling.

I peered at the receipt next to me; swallowing as I yelled "Jin!" The latter shyly lifted his arm; as I swear a pang clashed against my heart at his soft movement. I handed him the plate; our hands brushing as I revealed a toothy smile. "Enjoy!" I piped, as the breathtaking male slowly nodded.

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JIMIN'S POV

I groggily exhaled, kicking my shoes off as Jin followed from behind. My legs felt more weaker than before, as I sauntered towards the couch; dropping my feeble body against it. My phone dug into my bone; but I didn't have the right amount of energy to yank it out.

"You haven't eaten yet," I could hear Jin's concerned voice; as I groaned at his worry. "Later.." I sighed out; as Jin dropped his slender figure against the beanbag. The elder sunk into the white hued beanbag; as thoughts fogged my head.

I perked my head up at the elder; leaning on my arms as he peeped at me. Our orbs connected; as I instantly remembered what occurred yesterday. The insensitive mess I created; which wasn't anything new, but I left someone hurt without thinking twice. Shit.

"Oi, Jin?" I questioned; as Jin raised his brow. "Sí?" He retorted; leaning in closer as I exhaled with regret. "U-Um," I stuttered; not being able to form a complete sentence. How do I phrase it?

"Spill it, I'm the last person to judge." He let out a wide grin; as I nodded faintly. "What would you do if.." My voice trailed off; Jin curling his chocolate eyes at me.

"Waiting," He muttered; as I hated how difficult this was for me. "I-If you gave a selfish vibe to someone," Jin furrowed his brows; darting back onto the beanbag.

"More specific please boo," I exhaled; rubbing my temples softly. "Like, if you told them that they aren't going through shit. But you didn't mean it in that way!" I yelled the last part out; Jin seemed taken aback.

"I'm lost, to be honest." He mumbled; as I grumbled harshly to myself. "But, sort things out with them." He advised, as I froze at his words. "If you know you didn't mean it, then they should know too." He stated in a serious tone; as I cautiously nodded in agreement.

"Do I know them?" He questioned; as I swallowed at the question. "N-Nope," I began; remembering how the slang made my figure and mind sensitive. Along with how I was awfully harsh to the younger.

"I met them on Kik," I sealed my plump lips together; despising how large they were, as my comparison was always a Bratz doll. "Internet safety kids," He let out a giggle; as I shook my head at the older. His button nose was scrunched up high when he laughed; as even my smile left me insecure and uncomfortable.

"Yet you met Tae on tinder," I sassed the elder; chuckling at his reaction. "At least it's not dry like Kik," I chuckled at his response, digging out my phone from the pits of my jeans that were hugging my thighs tightly.

"Anyway, clear the misunderstanding." I nodded at him; switching the phone on as I felt awkward to abruptly apologise. "W-Won't it be awkward?" I mumbled to myself; thankfully Jin hearing it crystal clear.

"Awkward or not, I can tell you want to fix it." My darkened brows were raised; my eyes glued as Jin stretched his muscular arms out. "How?" I whispered in mild shock; my eyes brightened as Jin let out a high pitched giggle.

"When do you ever want to speak to someone this bad?" I froze; hitting realisation as each word was insanely right. "Especially someone from that crusty app," I bit my gum area; removing my eyes from the elder, as I switched the phone on.

Despite my fingers being hesitant and my mind telling me to ignore the male; I flowed within Jin's word, trembling as I pressed Kik with weak fingers. It led me to the app; as I pouted at how I left the male on read.

I placed my fingers onto the keyboard; texting the first and honest word that I thought of.

lies lies lies: sorry.

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