this is a filler bc the bts teasers are destroying my concentration
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❝款吊带配的反击❞
JIMIN'S POV
Jungkook ( ͡°╭͜ʖ╮͡° ): let me make it hurt less then.
I rolled on the bed; messing up the quilt as I did so. I furrowed my darkened brows, despite a pink shade dusting on my milky cheeks. I bit my gum area; not able to figure out if it was a comforting statement or a flirty retort. "What a prick," I muttered to myself; my small thumbs typing a reply to the younger.
a mistake: no.
Jungkook ( ͡°╭͜ʖ╮͡° ): wdym ?
"Does he not understand?" I gritted against my teeth, knowing that even my presence was toxic and monstrous.
a mistake: i deserve this pain.
a mistake: the truth is that even breathing is pathetic
a mistake: and if you remain trying to talk to me, you'll just have my problems piled onto yours.
Jungkook ( ͡°╭͜ʖ╮͡° ): i don't mind that.
My hands began gradually trembling; as my phone quivered within my muddled palms. "S-Stop.." I breathed out; sniffling in as I hugged my knees towards my weak figure.
a mistake: stop, you wouldn't want that.
Jungkook ( ͡°╭͜ʖ╮͡° ): i think i know what i want
Jungkook ( ͡°╭͜ʖ╮͡° ): and it's for me to be there for you
I scoffed at his text; seeing at the amount of falseness it held. "And I thought I was lying to myself," I mumbled in a fragile pitch, not being able to help but to text a respond to the male.
a mistake: no, shut the fuck up.
a mistake: how many times do you want me to say it?
a mistake: feeling like this is fucking great mate, and you don't need to be there for me.
Jungkook ( ͡°╭͜ʖ╮͡° ): we both know that's a lie jimin
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SUICIDAL.
FanfictionIn which Jungkook texts suicidal Jimin to "kys." ❝kys.❞ ❝i desperately want that too.❞ ❝what?❞ ❝suicide happens to be a constant thought for me.❞ © KOOKMEUP