Just A Fool || JUNGKOOK

One ~ The new arrival

Eun kyung P.O.V ~

The 13th of march ~ The day I arrive at the mental insitution

They pushed me forward into the white long hallway.

It was never ending.

Locked up doors on both sides.

Screaming and whimpering coming from each door.

It felt like an eternity.

Just pacing through this hallway and for what reason?

To be locked away. Locked away because I am a freak.

That's all I'll ever be.

I don't know why I get angry all the time. It's just who I am and they can't accept it.

But I'm not like the others.

I don't go crazy and hurt people.

So they send me to be locked away... to get worse.

Eomma always used to tell me that are much crazier people in this place than me.

That when they find out I have bipolar... they would beat me up, kick me, punch me and leave me on the ground... to die.

I cant believe my own mother would tell me that.

You'd think she would help me wouldn't you? Wrong. She's just another person to call me a "fool" and push me away to get worse day by day.

The woman pushes me harder through the hallway.

"Can you not?" I mutter to myself.

"Shut up freak." She says as she squeezes me through the door that lead into another white room.

Full of other crazy people like me.

They were eating, talking, some even crying on the floor.

How do they even maintain this dump?

I could see another doorway at the end of the hall.

A big white double door.

waiting to for me at the end of the hall.

That is where I'll be locked up.

Locked up and alone.

"Hurry up!" She says again, slapping the back of my head and pushes me harshly through the door in front of me.

I could feel my anger rush over me again.

I swear if she speaks one more word I'll rip her fucking teeth out.

As she leads me into where all of the "foolish" people stay, she turns me round a small bend and then pushes me against the wall, holding the back of my neck harshly.

"Since we didn't search you before, let's do it now. Stay still." The strange woman says, Patting her hands all over my body, it felt so uncomfortable.