March 18th ~ I met one of Jungkooks friends today...
Jungkook P.O.V
As I watched her smile widely at me, she suddenly turns away looking a little heartbroken.
Oh... that's what it was.
Heartbroken.
I wonder what that actually means. I wonder what it really feels like.
I remembered what she told me about the hand gestures so I try it out to... comfort her?
I place my hand on her hand and rub my thumb across it softly.
As she turns around to look at me she suddenly starts to... cry?
"What is the matter?" I ask her, still comforting her.
"Nothing... it's nothing...everything is fine" she replies wiping the strange water that was rolling down her pink cheeks.
"Oh okay." I say, insisting that she is fine.
Uen Kyung P.O.V
He still never understood how to feel.
To feel anything and when I lied and said I was fine... he just went along with it.
A person knowing what feelings are and what they mean, would know that I'm not okay.
Not at all.
He stared again.
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As if nothing even happened.
He needed to regain his feelings back again. I need to help him to know how people feel...otherwise he will be vulnerable in this place.
I try to change the subject.
"So do you have any friends in here?" I ask, grabbing his hand again softly.
"I'm not sure. I can't remember them" he replies, looking around for a little while.
My heart breaks again.
He doesn't even remember or even recall having friends.
"Oh ok... do you want to look for them? Or wait until they arrive or...?" I say again, pulling his face towards mine to grab his attention from the other people in the room.
