Dear Journal

Confessions and Confusions

"Idiot. I am not holding a grudge anymore like I did years ago. I am not a child anymore to bear such ridiculous thing" Akame sighed as she placed the dishes on the cupboard

"Then why do y-"

"Because I am protecting myself from you." Akame said

"Excuse me?" Minato raised a brow

"Yes I admit I used to be your fangirl back in the academy, and I am ashamed to say it was beneficial because I learned how to be more sneaky and had a self taught stealth lesson to stalk you around while you stalk Kushina" Akame smirked at the priceless expression of the blonde Hokage

"And because of that too, I was looked down on like every fangirl should. I don't want to be look down on so I studied and buried myself around book and scroll, again to try and impress you before, another advantage I am smart and became a Konoichi of the Year and rubbed it on Mikoto and Kushina's faces." Akame chuckled as she looked out of the window

"But then I learned my father died that night, on a self requested suicide mission. And I saw you and Kushina, I always laughed when I remember my reaction before. I realized two things that night, first is that ninjas have 50-50 percent of dying and living in every mission we take for the sake of our village, and second my am able to realized that if I had to be successful in life I should take my ninja career seriously and minimized my infatuation enough to ignore it. It was hard; old habits die hard, they say. Then the day came when you know.....i was angry, and many unexplainable emotions filled me up. I used it to my advantage and strive myself to be strong, to become better, to prove that I can be more than just an 'Outsider' I got so obsessed with it and become someone I did not want to be, but it's too late for now. And to say I have a formed a group, an organization who had the same situation as I did and Night Raid soon start to rise. All of that thanks to Team 7. I had people who share my burden, and mostly I had a family" Akame smiled slightly

"How did you get over with me? How did you moved on? Because maybe I can do the same thing" Minato said

"That's the thing. I let you go but that doesn't mean my feelings were gone too. I just covered it up so they won't cloud my judgment. Plus you're already married to Kushina and had a son, no way I'll be a vermin that worm my way in, I have pride and reputation to uphold." Akame smiled

"Yeah. But I don't want to go out with someone, Kushina might hunt me in my dreams" Minato said

"Worth a try. Anyways, I should get going now, I'll swing by and babysit Naruto tomorrow. I probably have lots of paperwork pile on my desk by now" Akame said

"Yeah. I know the feeling. Akame? Thanks, I really appreciate your help" Minato smiled, Akame nodded as she disappeared in a swirl of blue flames

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December 16 ****

Dear Journal,

This got to be their weirdest day of my entire life. First Naruto took a liking on me and called me 'Kaa- san' second is Minato saying sorry. And finally I had confessed to him about my feelings and even told him about that actor. Now I have to go back and looked out for Naruto.....oh well at least I get to have that cute little bundle of sunshine all to myself tomorrow!

Signing out,

Akame