Lazy // p.j.h + k.y.h

22

"Isn't this nice? Just the two of us chilling while everyone else is out?" Jae said turning towards Younghyun. They were sat watching YouTube in Jae's hotel room, while Wonpil and his mom went to visit some of her friends. Jae tried to go with them, but his mom told him to stay and spend time with Younghyun.

"I mean I guess it's nice, it could be better." Younghyun said making the older frown in confusion. "Want to know how? Come here." He said opening his arms, signaling for the older to come to him. The older complied, navigating his way to sit next to the younger, but Younghyun was having none of that. He pulled Jae towards him, until he was cuddled up to his side. Both boys sighed in content at the closeness they've been desperately wanting.
Both wanted to be closer to other, but neither were sure where the boundaries were and if there were any. They were hesitant, it was still hard to process that the other was there, right beside them.

It was foreign to Jae. He wasn't used to being able to cuddle up to someone he liked at any moment. He wasn't used to being treated like royalty in person. Online, Younghyun would tell him sweet nothings until they both signed off. Jae didn't expect Younghyun to treat him the exact same in person. He was expecting a completely different treatment, one that he deserved, in his mind. Jae's mind was almost always filled with 'I don't deserve him's and 'he's too good for me's. He couldn't grasp how he, a mess of a person, could manage to have someone like Younghyun care so much for him. It was foreign. Wonpil has been with him since childhood, and was always a sweetheart, but never to the extent that Younghyun was. Jae treasured that deeply, even if he couldn't grasp how.

Younghyun's heart beat a bit faster as Jae would cuddle closer every so often, trying to close any space between the two. The older drove him insane. He didn't understand how the one who made his heartbeat inconsistent, who made butterflies flutter through out him, who made his mind go blank with nothing but him, couldn't see the beauty that is himself. He didn't understand it. He wanted to do nothing more than to protect the boy with his whole heart.

His grip on the older tightened at the mere idea of being able to protect Jae whenever he could. A sign of contentment slipped out of the older as he nuzzled his head into the crook of Younghyun's neck. His eyes fell close, as did Younghyun's. The two fell asleep wrapped  in one another's embrace, with nothing but YouTube as background noise.

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Did you guys see the new mv? I'm crying