In which Cas knew he wasn't going to make it out of the season 12 finale alive so he wrote Dean a letter.
Hello Dean,
Please don't be angry with me, it had to be this way. I was never sure about how you felt, then again I wasn't very good at expressing my feelings either. In another life we'd be happy together. I've seen it. You just found me in the wrong universe, although we always do seem to find each other. But there always has to be one, where we aren't. This just happens to be it. But in another life, we could live together, without the monsters and the apocalypses and the civil wars. If you're sad, think like I do, about the other places where we could have nice things and you and Sam could have a life outside of hunting. Maybe in another life you'd love me forever, and maybe I'd let you.
I know I'm gone now and it's too late but answer me this, because I knew you never could when I was around, it wasn't one sided, was it? Because I loved you, and I let myself die without ever telling you. And I'm sorry for that.
Goodbye Dean
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Destiel Oneshots
FanfictionA lot of my fics are short so I thought it would be smarter to make a bunch of long oneshots when I had a new idea. All destiel of course, there will be references from other shows. Be warned there will be angst and maybe smut ;)
