Arranged love

This is really gettin' old to me

Disclaimer
Warning ⚠️ self harm
I don not support self harm I wrote this as some kind of awareness if you are contemplating suicide or cutting please get help because there is someone out there lives you and would dearly miss you if died so get help and if you don't feel pretty or loved it might not mean much to you but I love you and I think your beautiful because it's what on the inside that matters not the outside

Adriana pov

I wake up at 6:00 I'm so  fucking tired I don't want to go to school this is some bullshit I get up and do my whole morning routine I go downstairs grab some left over pizza and when I finish I go over to my driver we wait for my sister she gets in and we head to school when we get there and enter the building I go over to the bathroom 5 minutes after my sister runs and tells me I need to see something I walk out and I see Alex and jade kissing I immediately run back into the bathroom

Alex pov

I'm walking into school and I see Jade she calls me over I was curious as to what that bitch wanted so I walk over to her as soon as I go up to her I see Adriana an I'm about to walk over to her but all of a sudden jade grabs me and kisses me what the fuck is wrong with this whore as soon as I push her off of me Adelina walks up to me she curses at me and asks me if I'm happy that I made Adriana cry and then walks off , what is this bitch getting mad at me for its not like I wanted jade to kiss me I'm not trying to get herpes I'm to tired to deal with today's bullshit so I just skip school.

After school

Adriana pov
I'm sitting on my bed crying I thought Alex might actually bee the one these past few months were amazing he always treated my right but now he does this and to think I have that ass whole my first kiss I walk to my cabinet and bio out a small blade I go to the bathroom and look in front of the mirror I'm so fucking ugly that's probably why Alex did that to me I lift up my shirt and cut in to my stomach and then I cut on my wrist making sure to avoid my tattoo I looked down at my wrist I saw a couple tears fall on  the floor I heard the door of my room open I quickly cleaned up after myself and went out tears still falling from my face my sister ran to me my brother soon came in , I heard what happened sis do you want me to do anything, no your just gonna make it worse, ok but I you change your mind , can you guys just leave me alone for a while, of course they say in union , I walk over to my backpack and pull out my phone and my headphones I put on Jocelyn Flores by xxxtentecion , The music starts up but after a few verses ,the music is cut off by Alex calling me I don't answer he texts me

Text messages A - Adriana , Ax - Alex

Al - baby I'm so sorry please don't be mad at me

A - don't be mad at you are you fucking kidding me Alex it's a little to late for that

Al - can we please just talk

A - fuck you Alex I'm done with this

End of texts

Adriana pov
My mom comes into the room , pack your bags Ana  we're going to Russia, what huh what do you mean Russia , well yes pack your bags by the way we're going with Alex wait what , yes sweet heart now pack your bags , ok then .

Alex pov

I'm just about to go to Adriana's house but then My dad calls me al - Alex an - his dad
Al - Privet papa , hello father
An - приветсын, я хотел сообщить вам, что вы должны приехать в Россию - Hello son, I wanted to let you know that you must come back to Russia
Al - Могу ли я спросить, почему - may I ask why
An - нет увидимся через двенадцать часов  пока - no , I will see you in 12 hours bye