"Dear Phil..." Phanfic

"Dear Phil..." Season 3 Chapter 5

{CAUTION; TRIGGER WARNING; SUICIDE/DEPRESSION}

Dan's POV
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It has been 5 weeks, I was sat in my bedroom browsing the Internet worrying about my future.

Since when did my parents have control over me? No. I'm not going to let this happen.

And then, I get a phone call.

It reads as "Mum"
I answer the call..

"Hello?"
"Dan.."
"What do you want Mum?"
"It's your dad.."
"What happened!?"
"He...he's dead.."

My face drained out of colour.. what?
WHAT?

Why did this have to happen to me!?

{1 day later}

I have been in bed all day. Phil hasn't talked to me for 5 weeks and I feel like I want to die.
Why am I even here?

Why am I even here with Phil when I can't even make him happy..?

To the point.. where I want to just.. end my life?

I get up.. and walk into the hallway,run downstairs and grab my coat..

I see phil, in the corner of my eye, frowning and crossing his arms..

"Goodbye Phil"

I quickly run out and slam the door behind me in the process, running as fast as I could until I reach the bridge.

I walk over the the middle of the bridge, and sit over near the edge of it, feet dangling.. dark thoughts whispering through my brain, I can't hold back any longer..

And that's when I hear shouting..

I lift my feet,

Take a deep breath

And...

Jump.

Nothing else can be heard except for the man I love, and my tears.

Dear Phil...

Take care.