voices | taegi [completed]

ten

— 3rd

a new day for the boys.
everyone excited for the day to progress.
there's a teeny weeny surprise for their new member.

at the dining table, the boys were having their delicious breakfast of waffles.
tae comes down and settles himself on his chair.
wearing a white sweater and some black skinny jeans and finally black sneakers, yoongi couldn't help but to stare.
tae blushes when he feels yoongi's gaze on him.

"dig in tae. we have a long day ahead of us." jin smiles.

tae nods and reluctantly shoves a mouth full of waffles.
dripping with maple syrup, so much sugar fills his mouth.
tae grimaces at the amount of sugar his body was taking in.

he sighs at the amount of fat his body was going to gain.
he shivers at the voice at the back of his head criticising him.

fat.

lose some fucking weight.

you're gonna starve today.

weakly, tae's mouth fills up with another mouth of waffles.
plastering a smile on his face, he cringes at the amount of food he's eating.

chewing the food, he tastes the sweetness lingering in his mouth.
every nook and cranny of his mouth invaded with sweetness.
he chugs down some water to wash the sugar down.

finally me finishes his meal.
feeling a little uneasy at what he had done, he gulps more water.
tae fiddles with his fingers as the rest of his members were still eating.

"excuse me." tae squeaks out and walks off to the bathroom.

the boys shrug at this behaviour.
it is normal to go to the bathroom...right?

tae closes the door softly, not wanting to gain any attention.
making his way to the toilet bowl, he kneels in front of it.
he holds up to fingers in front of him.

slowly pushing his fingers down his throat, he gags.
but gagging doesn't stop him, he pushes down even more.

he pushes down even more until he feels his food coming back up.
tae pulls out his fingers and pukes out all his food that he had consumed.
tears falling from his eyes from the burning sensation from the acidic juices and bile.

once he fells that it's enough, he stands up.
almost falling back down, tae grabs a hold of the sink for support.
he washes his hands and wipes his tears.
making sure that he looked presentable.
making sure that there were no signs of what he just did.

with a heavy heart, tae walks back out.
he walks out to the dining table clean and the boys making their way to the front door.
he catches up, not before grabbing his precious phone.

* * * * *

it was already lunch when the boys were done practicing their dance for mic drop and go go.
although, tae wasn't tired.
he continues being the ball of energy he is.

"yah tae. you better rest now. come have lunch." namjoon chuckles at tae's childish behaviour.

"okay hyung!" tae squeals.

the boys laugh at him.
yoongi smiles at tae as he feels his chest being invaded by warmth again.
tae, feeling a pair of eyes staring at him, looks up.