Abuse and in love(on hold)

He's back

Things have been great recently and I couldn't ask for a better life. Chad and i's relationship well I wouldn't call it a relationship because he hasn't asked me to be his girlfriend yet.

I have strong feelings and I know he has strong feelings for me too.

At this moment we are at the mall shopping for a "special" occasion as he calls it.

He's taking me out to dinner tonight and I can't wait!

We've been shopping for 2 hours and I'm so freaking tired!

Suddenly a thought came to my head. Why did those guys 2 months ago shot me? So I decided to ask chad

"Hey Chad, can I ask you a question?"

"Yea sure lou"

"Do u promise to answer it tho?"

"Uhh it depends on the question but I'll try my hardest to answer it"

"Ok we'll, 2 months ago when I got shot.who were those guys?"

When I asked that question he looked up at me like I just asked him for a freaking million dollars.

"Uhh nothing you need to know, I'll tell u when the time is rite lou"

"What the flying fuck?! What the fuck you mean when the time is rite? I got fucking shot and lost my memory ok! Now ur fucking ass is going to tell me" I yelled at him as soon as we walked into another shoe store.

"Lou calm down but u gotta listen to me and not over react ok? This could make you hate me"

I nodded my head yes

"We'llimadrugdealerpleasedonthatemelou"he rushed out in one breath

"Wait what? Repeat that slowly please" I stated

"I.am.a.drug.dealer.please.dont.hate.me" he said slowly

I couldn't believe my ears.

"No no no no no no no non! NO I yelled and started to cry hysterically"

He started to come near me and hugged me

"Get the fuck away from me! Your a fucking drug dealer! Leave me alone! Don't talk to me nor text me I fucking hate you and you know what? Keep your shit!" I yelled while throwing the shopping bags at him and ran away

"Lou please!wait! I love you!" He yelled and grabbed my hand but I shook it off and ran then he after me

I stopped and turned towards him bad shook my head and looked at him with disgust.

An. Hour later I arrived at home with tears still in my eyes. I shake my head while thinking about it.

Why couldn't I think of that? Why else would someone shoot another person in brood daylight? I cleared my head and went inside.

What I saw was not a pleasant sight.

The.living room.was.trashed!

I went in the kitchen to look if it's trashed too but thank The Lord it wasn't

Suddenly I heard yelling and crying so I ran up the stairs

"Mom?!" I yelled then the yelling suddenly stopped

I walked up to my moms room and I peeped through the little hole by the hinges and saw a built muscular figure that looks like it belongs to a man.

. I really don't know cuz I couldn't see clearly

When I was about to push open the door my mom stepped out. She looked like hell

she looked like she just done having sex then started to cry then got beaten up, she a big ass bruise on her left cheek and a busted lip that looked freshly cut.

"Hey honey your home early" she said in a shaky voice

"Uh something came up but are you ok?whos that man? Why are you crying?" I asked with concern while attempting to hug her

But I guessed she has other plans and moved out if the way before I could hug her

"Uh uh uh" she kept on repeating

"Answer my damn question ma!" I yelled with frustration

But she just looked and me and mouthed "sorry"

I pushed open the door in a fast motion and what I saw was my dad

"Louiz no!" My mom yelled but it's too late

"....hello daughter dearest"

He said to me smiling at me.

All I saw was red before I blocked out

We'll there you have it guys!

Wish me luck on my biology exam tomorrow and Wednesday!!

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