Abuse and in love(on hold)

Mine.

Do you wanna roll with a good girl?

Do it big do it all for a good girl

One time, this is a song for the good girl

Don't sleep when you know you got it good girl

One time, this is a song for the good girl

Wanna roll, wanna roll with a good girl

One time, this is a song for the good girl

And I still keep it hood, still treat you like I should

Wassup...

[Verse 2: Beyonce]

On my mind up past my bedtime, no rest at the kingdom

Alone in my place, my heart is away

All that I can think of is, we should get married

We should get married

Let's stop holding back on this and let's get carried away

[Pre-Hook:]

Stop making a big deal out of the little things

Cause I got big deals and I got little things

Got everything I'm asking for but you

Stop making a big deal out of the little things, let's get carried away

Come right now, you know where I stay

[Hook 2: Drake & Beyoncé]

I just wanna say, you're mine, you're mine

I just wanna say, you're mine, you're mine

Fuck what you heard, you're mine, you're mine

All I'm really asking for is you

You're mine, you're mine

I just wanna say, you're mine, you're mine

Fuck what you heard, you're mine, you're mine

As long as you know who you belong to

That's what I've wen humming to all day long!! Since Chad and I shared that kiss, last night my day couldn't be better

Although we aren't official yet we've been acting like a couple.

When I came out the other night my mom was on the Porsche waiting on me so I can tell her the details

Flashback

"Alright chad take me home, thank you for tonight. Opening up for me do I could understand you better. I came to realize that we have so much in common and one day we can have a future together" I said pecking him on his lips.

"Don't ever tell anyone what I've told you tonight Lou, if you do I will personally kill you with my bare hands, just because I told you this doesn't mean imma be any softer, just because you saw me cry 4 minutes ago doesn't change anything and I'm still a dangerous man. Now get your shit and let's bounce" he said in a hard yet dangerous voice.

I love when he speaks to me like that. I love a man who knows how to get a girl aroused.man I tell you.

I went upstairs to take a shower. After I came out of the shower I remembered I didn't bring any towel in the bathroom with me nor clothes.

"Chad!!" I yelled out. Later the bathroom door bust open

"What? What happen are you- wow" chads eyes were glued to my bare body. I jumped and over up my self with my hands because I'm self conscious of my body. Thanks to my father (sarcastic)

Chad approached me and tore my hands say from my body.

"Don't ever..EVER hide ur self from me Louiz warren.

"How can u not feel disgusted my this? I said pointing to my body. I have scars every where! I'm skinny as a bone! Chad" I yelled while crying!

"Listen to me Lou. I still like you just the way you are. I don't like you just because of ur looks and your body! No! God no! I like you because of your personality. Your a chill person to hang with. Funny, beautiful, stubborn as ever, but I like you the way you are."

I looked up at Chad and just started to kiss him. He took a while to kiss me back. A slow passionate kiss turned into need, want, lust, anger, and love?

Without noticing that Chad brought be in his room we broke the kiss an just steered at me, then started to kiss me again. He reached In to his pants pocket and took out a magnum

condom. I took it from him a tore it open with my mouth. He stopped me and looked at me asking silently if I'm sure. I noises my head yes.

"Put it on" he said

I took off his pants and put the condom on with my mouth. He took one of my breast in his mouth and started to suck on his.

Loud moans where coming out of my mouth.

"Mm yes oh yes" that's all I'm saying until I felt a mouth at my clit.

He started to lick, twirl his tongue on my clit, suck like his life depended on it.

"Oh right there baby......ahh go faster" then out of no where he stopped. I looked at him.

"Be patient my dear. I want to make this the best day of your life."

He positioned his penis at my entrance and slowly pushed in. I've never felt so much pain in my entire like. It felt like my vagina was been ripped open.

He pushed in further until he was all the way in. He waited until I was use to his size then picked up his pace. Slow thrust turned into fast, and hard thrust.

"Damn Lou you tight as he'll"

loud moans is the only thing your hearing. Head board hitting the wall.

"Oh chad faster. Harder deeper" the he granted my wish.

I flipped us over so I can take over. I started to ride him very slowly then fast. "Faster Lou" he said

"Just like that babe....oh Lou......hmm."

Slapping oh skin echoed through the house. This went on for 2 hours.

"Damn that was......amazing" I said

"Yea it was... You wanna stay the night or you still wanna go home? Chad asked

"I'll stay the night"I said

"Uh Lou? Would you like to be my girlfriend? " Chad asked.

I turned my head and looked at him and nodded my head yes.

He kissed me good night then we drift off to sleep in our own fantasy

Desire xox