Abuse and in love(on hold)

Leaving for good

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For the next few days at Chads house things hasn't been so great. He comes home late at night while I'm home cleaning and cooking like a housewife pick up after him, and I swear one night he smelled like girl perfume, lipstick stain on his shirt collar and he smelled like weed the other night I ask it he, blew up in my face talking bout "I am not fucking no other bitch, mine your own goddamn business"

"Bitch I didn't ask you if you were fucking anybody else, you are probably being that's why you're quick to say you aren't" I said while walking away from him.

I really don't know what to do. His behavior has changed from the day my mom kicked me out of the house. He became this monster, sometimes when he's yelling I got so scared thinking that he's going to hit me. This is not a healthy relationship, but I love him so much it hurts.

We hardly have sex, the only time we have sex is when he gets home at 3 at in the morning, we don't go out in public together no more, he never compliments me like he use to, he doesn't even kisses me on my lips. Sometimes i think this is not a relationship, it's like were friends with benefits.

I was sitting in our room when I heard voices, I guess hes home and he brought friends with him.

I got up to do the laundry when I took up his shirt and a piece of bawled paper fell out of it, and a condom? I picked up the paper and opened it, there was a name and number on it

Keisha :) call me @ 973-234-1567 xoxo

The fuck is this? I can't believe this shit right now

Blinking my eyes to shake away the tears I picked up my phone to call jade. While its ringing I sat down on the bed crying.

"Hey Lou!" Jade said, sounding happy

"H-hey c... can I talk to you? I said in a shaky voice

"Sure, but why you are crying? Is it because of your mom?"

"No its chad, I don't know what to do.

I think he's cheating on me, he comes come late at night with women perfume on him, lipstick stains, and smelling like weed every night.

And a while ago i saw a piece of paper in his pants pocket and its a woman's name Keisha and her number on it

I don't know what to do, I'm thinking of leaving him, but i love him so much, i quit school because i get bullied i.just can't deal with the stress" I said bawling my eyes out

"....leave his ass! I'm pretty sure no woman want a man to treat her that way, leave hi ass when he least expected it I know you don't have no where else to go so imma send you some money until you get a job and a apartment ok? Look....pack your bags right now and I'll be there in 10 minutes" she said hanging up

Getting up I grab a duffle bag putting all my clothes and tooth brush. Running out of the room I bump Into a muscular figure making me drop my bag. I looked up and saw it was chad, getting up and picking up my bag he asked

"Where you going?!"

"I'm leaving you, I can't do this anymore with you. You dot have any respect for me! You come home late in the goddamn morning! Cheat on me with this chick name Keisha! Have lipstick stains on your shirt! And smelling like perfume! I'm done with you! I can't take the stress, you don't kiss me no more or compliment me!" I said growing angrier by the minute

"What?! I'm not fucking cheating on you! Your talking bullshit! And Keisha? I'm not even fucking, licking, or even sucking that bitch! That's not even mine! That's for my boy Jordan. Man you talking bullshit. Babe I love you, you know I don't got the time because of what I do"

"Shut up Ight! Just shut the fuck up! I can't deal with the bull shit and lies! I'm out!"

Walking away from him and going downstairs to wait on jet. Before going downstairs I heard him ask

"Where you going to stay! You got no where to stay!"

Shaking my head and wiping my tears away I headed out the door to see jade waiting on me.

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