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jin;
"Y/n should be over any minute now." Hoseok says with excitement in his voice.

"I bet you're excited to see her." Yoongi scoffs from beside me.

I push his comment to the side and wait for y/n to arrive.

Today was her birthday and her idea was a hit.

We bought alcohol even though I wasn't sure how her mother would feel about her underage drinking.

"I'm here bitches!" Y/n says happily as she walks through our front door.

"Happy birthday!" The three youngest yell as they fling themselves at her.

"Thank you." She smiles, wrapping her arms around the group hug.

When they pull back she smiles and runs over to us.

"Happy birthday." Yoongi says.

"Thanks." She grins.

"I'm ready to get hyped, my friends." Y/n says, smiling from ear to ear.

"I bet you are. Just don't go overboard." Hoseok says.

"Go overboard? Okay!"

I could already tell that y/n was going to party and she was going to party hard.

That's exactly what she did too.

As the night went on she drank more and more.

Soon it wouldn't even be her birthday anymore but even so no one would ruin her fun.

"Let's go up on the roof. I need some air." Y/n says, a small hiccup coming out from her parted lips.

"It's not a good idea to go up there right now." I say as I watch her rock back and forth on her heels.

"Please." She says, her voice whiny.

"Just be careful. Make sure she doesn't die." Yoongi say.

It may have seemed like he was joking,

but he wasn't.

I guide y/n to my room and onto the roof.

Luckily, there was railing on the sides so as long as she wasn't actually leaning over, she would be okay.

When we got on the roof we sat down side by side.

Y/n stuck her nose towards the sky and took in a breath.

"I needed this." She sighs.

"Are you having fun?" I ask.

"I am!" She says, smiling widely.

I could smell the alcohol on her breath and it was strong.

"I'm glad you are." I say and she rocks side to side quickly.

"Don't do that. It's dangerous." I say but she continues to do it.

"Y/n, seriously." I say, grabbing her shoulders and stopping her movements.

In the process of doing so I had pulled her closer to me, leaving our faces only a small distance away.

Y/n hiccups then speaks, staring at me with clouded eyes.

"I thought being eighteen would change something but I feel the same. This feels the same."

"What do you mean?" I ask as I look at her with raised eyebrows.

"I still feel wrong being this close to you. Like it's not right." Y/n says.

"Y/n.."

"Maybe this is a sign." She hiccups.

"You're drunk. You should go home and rest." I say.

"Yeah, Maybe. Goodnight Jin." Y/n smiles and leans forward, pressing her lips to my cheek.

I watch as y/n crawls to her window and climbs inside.

When she's gone I let out a breath and stare up at the sky.

Now her words kept replaying in my head.

Maybe she doesn't like me after all..

Maybe she never did.
••••
Your;
Waking up the next morning I felt like death itself.

My head was pounding and my mouth was dry.

I let out a groan as I sit up and run my fingers through my hair.

Before I even begin to think about anything, I need water and some medicine.

I stand up and make my way into the kitchen, only to see seven guys littering the space.

"Morning. How are you feeling?" Hoseok asks.

"How did you guys get into my house?" I ask.

"Your parents let us in before they left for work. We came to see how you were." Namjoon grins.

"Well I'm not dead." I say while holding onto my head.

"Here. I figured you'd have a headache." Jin says as he hands me water and a pill.

I take it and let out a breath of relief.

"Thanks." I say.

"So, how does it feel to be eighteen?" Yoongi asks as he appears in front of me with a plate of pancakes.

"So far, it sucks." I sigh and the guys laugh.

"You did drink a lot yesterday. Did you have a good birthday at least?" He asks.

"Yeah, I did. Thanks you guys." I smile as I sit down at the table.

The others join and begin to eat.

"What are your plans for today? It's Sunday so we have a whole day to do whatever." Jungkook says.

"I was actually just looking forward to sleeping. I mean this week is our last week before summer break anyway." I say, excited at the thought.

"We could stay here and hang out if you want. We don't mind if you nap." Jimin says.

"If you guys want." I shrug.

After they agree to that we finish up our food.

The whole time my mind was on yesterday.

I faintly remember going onto the roof with Jin but I don't remember anything that was said.

I hope I didn't say what I think I did.

I don't want to hurt Jin.

Shaking the thought, we finish up breakfast.

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A/n: I'm sleepy ok bye.

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