Love Live! One-shots! [REQUESTS CLOSED]

Hanamaru x Depressed! Female! Reader

Here is your request MusicLoverOtaku1! 

(Y/N)'s P.O.V.

"Mou why is she avoiding me?" I asked myself as the sound of the rain that hit the glass window. I sigh sadly to myself and listened to the sound of the rain while reading, today was a Saturday so I didn't have anything to do, but one thing was bothering me... 

Why would she avoid me? I thought she loves me?  Was it is all just a joke?

"If only I could tell if someone was lying..." I mumble to myself as I close the book and stood up to get something to eat, while walking towards the door my phone vibrated I checked it and it was a notification from Maru-chan...

Mirai zuraaaa~!: Hey (Y/N)-chan are you busy today zura? If you're not I know it is raining but can you come over? Maru is feeling lonely...

I gripped my phone, how was I going to tell if she was lying or not? Maybe I should just go.

(N/N): Sure! I'll be there soon.

Alright I'll be waiting. : Mirai zuraaaa~!

And so I turn around and decided to change into a much suiting clothes for the weather. 

I left the house and realized the rain wasn't that hard so I didn't bring any umbrella and walked towards Maru-chan's house since our houses were pretty close, just a few blocks and then I would arrive at her place. When I finally arrived at her house I texted her and she opened the door and welcomed me with those unfair smile.

It is not fair how can you smile like there is nothing wrong with the world?

"So, I read the book that you let me borrow and I find it interesting." I said and Maru-chan smiled and nodded,
"I knew you would enjoy the book zura." She said and I smiled a little and Maru-chan seemed to notice it,
"Hey are you okay zura?" She asked clearly worried and I smiled at her reassuring her everything is okay but,

'No I'm not fine, I want you to notice my pain... I want you to help me...'

"Yeah I'm fine. I'm just thinking about how great the story is but that was when (R/N) was attacked by her own best friend." I tried to make up some lame excuse and Maru-chan believed it,
"I know right! Like who would of thought that the person who would betray her would be someone who she trusted and loved zura?" She said and I felt pain, I wonder why? Strange...
"(Y/N)-chan you okay zura?" She asks once again and I nodded,

"Yeah I'm okay no need to worry." I once again lied but she continued to look worried,

"Hey I noticed, you've been wearing jackets even though it is warm. Why?" She finally asked and I could feel my wounds hurting and I tried to cover it but Maru-chan was too quick and well she saw my cuts...
"(Y/N)-"

"Maru-chan... Do you really love me?" I asked and Maru-chan nodded,

"Of course I love you, zura! Now why did you cut yourself?" She asks while touching my cuts, I flinched at her touch but it was also warm, I didn't answer her question though instead I wore the jacket once again,
"It is nothing." I said and stood up,

"I'm going home now." I stated and walked towards the door and soon I left, while leaving it started raining I cursed to myself but I couldn't walking until the rain was starting to get really heavy, I struggled my way but soon I noticed there was a familiar umbrella covering me, I turn around and saw Maru-chan,
"Maru-chan..." I mumble and she smiled,

"Use it you'll get wet and sick if you don't zura." She said and I stare at the umbrella blankly,

"You need it more than I do though." I said blankly and continued walking but then I felt a really painful sting and I looked at my wrist and Maru-chan was holding unto my wrist tightly,
"Maru-chan it hurts..." I said and she let go and apologized. But she didn't leave my side.

"Why are you following me?" I asked and she giggle,

"Well I wanted to make sure my girlfriend gets home safely and unharmed zura." She said and I blushed and looked away,
"Geez you've got to be kidding me." I mumble and I felt warm lips on my cold cheeks and I turned beet red,
"Waaah your face is red zura!" She said and poked my cheeks,

"Mou stop it." I said and she continued giggling, when we finally made it to my house, I grab her waist and pulled her and well kissed her, and it didn't even take a second since she immediately kissed back, which I was glad about. When she left, I almost forgot all of my problems,

'Well not all of your problems.' I thought and I sigh and nodded

"Yeah at least you feel more alive..." I talked to myself as I close the door to my room, and there on my study table was my overused pocket knife...

If I would cut myself now, I'm sure Maru-chan would hate me... Right?

But I got to do what satisfies me... I'm sorry Maru-chan.

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A bit short sorry and like I said _kirisakithn once I finish looking for errors I would publish it. xD