Hi! I'm Alyssa Evangelina Farnstrom. I hate my last name... it reminds me of my dad. He would hurt me a lot and I hated it. I get pushed and hated on everywhere I go. I only wreck peoples lives. Until one man came into my life and showed me what lo...
The lion started purring. It was more a growl since big cats don't really purr.
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It let me pet him and he was quite soft for being left to die. Thank god I had a bobby pin so I could pick the lock. I got him out and I claimed him as mine. I decided to name him thunder. I went and got a collar for him with a tag and my cell number. He was so sweet and now I had a big CAT to love... with eight other dogs of course.
I had my guitar with me because I always carry it on my back. I found my way back to the park bench I was sitting at before I got mobbed and I sat down. while all my dogs laid down along with thunder. I got my guitar off my back and started to play "Amnesia" by 5 Seconds of Summer.
♩I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me your doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all♩
I just thought I should end it there because i'm a horrid singer. I started to walk back to a tree that I would sleep under when my phone buzzed in my back pocket. I took it out and saw a text message from Amelia Rose. {AR for Amelia Rose A for Alyssa}
AR: Hey slut
A: What do you want?
AR: YOU DEAD😡
A: That's not going to happen anytime soon.
AR: Are you sure about that.
A: YES.
AR: Why don't you just cut yourself some more
AR: Attention seeker! HA!😝
A: Why would you say that?🤨😨
AR: Because it's true.😈🤣
*TRIGGER WARNING*
That was the last straw. I ran to the tree that had all the dried up blood around it and got out my best friend... a blade. I ran it across my wrists and littered them with slices. I wiped all the blood that was access after letting it drip. For some reason I loved the pain, knowing that i'm actually living and this isn't some freaky nightmare like jigsaw. I loved to see the blood actually coming out of my wrists and feeling it run down my arm. I had a short sleeved shirt on so it showed whatever I did. I always wore short sleeved shirts because I had no long sleeved ones. Then I just went to sleep under the regular tree I slept under with my arms under me and all my dogs around me.
