Chance? Chance

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'I've finally come to result that even though the doctors say Jimin has no signs of amnesia, I've diagnosed him myself, yes you heard me right, I've given him, his own 'disease' thingy I don't know' I sigh and start to rub my temples while trying to compress myself

'I mean what are they even on?! Telling me that Jimin has no amnesia when the boy I really like barely remembers me anymore, but I can't think of the cons I have to think of the pros... maybe, just maybe he doesn't remember Amelia...oh what am I even thinking?' I smack my hand directly onto my forehead making a loud noise

"OMO" Jimin suddenly jumps out of his slumber making me startled "Jesus-" He says holding his heart (chest) "-...when did you enter my room?" "You scared me" We say simitanuousley "I scared you? You're the one who literally made the loudest sound making me jump,btw's I was enjoying that dream too" He says wiping imaginary sweat and scrunching his nose in what seems like pain

"I mean if you weren't a stalk- stranger I'd ask you to leave and let me sleep" "So that's what I am to you, a stranger?" I ask disappointed "Y/n I don't know,,I mean basically, I don't really know you like that" He rests his head back but still stares at me "So you're not going to ask me to leave?" I raised my eyebrows at him in hope 

"Well by the way you act I presume we were close...so I don't want to break your heart, and ask you to go" "Oh...oh no you're really not hurting me, I'll go" I turn but Jimin quickly, even with all the wires attached to his arms, jumps out of bed and reaches out and wraps his hand around my wrist sending a bolt of electricity through me and I know for sure he felt that too, but before I could react I hear him let out a manly groan and fall back slightly onto his bed

"Jimin, oh my-" I put my hair behind my ear and rush to his side "-Why would you do that pabo, you know your arm is still hurt" He stays still with his eyes shut as if trying to bare all the pain "You can cry if you want" I try to joke which surprisingly makes him smirk "You and your dumb jokes" He shakes his head "Huh?" I look up at him and his eyes widen "I mean I presume you tell dumb jokes like that all the time, right?" "Well actually you told jokes most the time, most the times I'd laugh even though they were some dry jokes, that even if we were getting along" I said the last bit quietly

A finger goes under my chin and slowly raises my head up "Y/n" He whispers my name as we hold each others gaze

His eyes look so full, like I'm the only thing he is dreaming about ever but I know I'm just seeing things I want to see or my eyes are really clouded in tears "Y/n stop crying" He uses his other hand to wipe my tears "Why do you keep crying because of me?" He sounds a bit frustrated and I look away trying to wipe my tears away before letting out a tired sigh

"Because Jimin, believe it or not I cared for you a lot, a lot more than I showed you and I know its seems really petty but I really wish you wouldn't forget me, maybe I should've told you to shove Amelia away and focus on me but I didn't want to seem selfish, I just, I just I dunno" He just stares at my face for a couple of seconds and rubs his lips "Sometimes being selfish is good y/n, gets you things you want" He pulls me in-between his legs and leans in closer to me

I think back to how Jenifer normally treats me, she's is so very selfish, yet I'm still friends with her, she gets everything she wants, why is it one thing I want always leaves me, never stays with me, yet I still have hope for our drowning friendship...

"What are you thinking?" He asks me gently and I feel like telling him everything now but I know it would be too much for him to comprehend "Nothing much" I shake him off "No, I want to know now since you're lying" I think for a bit "Jimin why did you forget me? I mean, me,  why me Jiminie?" My voice cracks as I stare into his deep hazel eyes "I don't know" He squeezes his eyes tightly as if he's tying to think of something important

"I have an idea" He says and cups my face instantly making me blush "Why don't you try to get all my memories back" I think about it and look up at his smiling face "What?" I ask to make sure he's being serious "From the very beginning of where we met till you decided to stab me" I roll my eyes and chuckle its actually not a bad idea "Yeah except we don't have to relive when we first met, believe me" I chuckle as I remember stalking Jimin straight to Jenifers house making me get the nick name 'Stalker Girl'

"Stalker girl?-" I gasp as I realise I'm literally saying my thoughts aloud what the- "Has a nice ring to it, did I actually make that up? About you? I really want to laugh but it really hurts" He squeezed his eyes and lets go of my cheeks, moving the wires a bit back to continue the flowy thingy

I fully stand up and dust of my jeans "I'll do it Jimin, I'll help you get your memories back if that means never losing you again" "Y/n" "Yeah?"

"You never lost me Y/n"

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JIMIN's slipping a bit!! But he cannot control his feeling for Y/n so...

DO YOU THINK JIMIN WILL BLOW HIS COVER?

WHAT SHOULD HE DO TO TEST HER?

WHO DO YOU FEEL SORRY FOR JIMIN OR Y/N?

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