Step-Brother|| JiminXReader

Rejection? Rejection

I finally get home from my crazy adventure with Jimin, and as I am ready to run up to my bed and scream in my pillow I find Jenny knocking at my door 

"Hi?" I say from behind her in a confused tone to why she was here, once she hears me she turns around and hugs me 

"Y/n" She says relived making me even more confused "That's me" I say uncomfortably in this one sided hug "Ermmm what you doing here?" I say as we remain in this weird hug 

"I missed you" She lets go of me and grabs my cheeks "Jenny this is-" I take her hands off my cheeks "-tell me why you're really here" I say in a monotone voice "What are you not happy to see me?" She smiles and waves her hands in my face happily "Why are you in a mood?" Her smile drops and I feel bad as I'm such a kill joy "Period" I show her the pads in my hand for an excuse 

"You're never in a mood on your period though....." She pouts "First ever cramps" She teases me and tickles me making me force out and accidental giggle "sTOP" "Now theres the Y/n we all love and miss" She dusts something on my shoulder and leaves her hands there looking into my eyes 

"So what should we do today?" "I'm not in the mood" I say and take my key out my pocket "Fine fine fine we don't have to go out, we can just watch a movie, paint each others nails, you have face masks? lets do face masks or we could just talk-" "Jenny" I stop her talking by turning around and she drops her hands slow "Get a hint, please" "what-" "We aren't 5 anymore, you can't just show up to my house unannounced" "But you didn't answer-" "It doesn't matter" I open my door and put one foot in 

"You've been off ever since Jimin left" She says suddenly making me stop and look at the door in shock of what she just said "Don't think I haven't realised" I swallow as I continue to listen 

"You have been off, I realised it, when you came to school the first day he went, you didn't even look my way, you went to his seat and sat there waiting for him to come but guess what, he didn't come" Tears start to form in my eyes and I bite my lip "Y/n, I don't know what you expect but he doesn't like you like how you think it is he will just break your heart and I'm just looking out for you" I swallow and hold back my voice "I know you may see me as the bad guy, but I will never let him hurt you, I know who he really-"

"I think you should go" I whisper out as I cut her off and walk in slamming the door in her face harshly 

If she hasn't had said that I wouldn't be as upset as I am right now cause she made me feel even worse

I go to my room and go my bed straight away as I let the tears fall down my face as I remember what Jenny had just said to me

I shouldn't feel bad she was mean to me first, I know she's my friend but she's changed so much, like I remember the time she first found out about me and Jimin, I felt bad but why did I feel bad its not like she likes him or anything 

I turn the other way around and think of Jimin, its like he comes to ruin my life all over again and then disappears and all he has to do is look at me 

and I'm dead er

I laugh a little at my joke as more tears run down my face, I don't even know why I'm crying but I'll blame it on my hormones 

stupid period ;\

I move more closer to my pillow as I think about changing my pads but I am way too tired to get up again, I'm just going to close my eyes for a little bit, I close my eyes and hold myself closely

'Good dreams please God' 

I wake up and get up to find myself in total darkness, i stare out my window and see it is night time and everything is so quite 

I breathe in and throw myself on one side of my bed catching the glimpse of one of my pads on my bed side table 

I see it is neatly placed and I pick it up and see a note hanging from the front of it, I squint my eyes and turn to my window to use the moon to read what it says on it  

'don't forget to use me :)'

I smile and shale my head,  my parents probably left this stupid note,  I take the note off and head straight to the bathroom to quickly change 

After I am done, I wash my hands and switch on my room light to see everything better, I squint my eyes at the sudden brightness and as my vision starts to clear I quickly notice a bear that had been left on my desk which is holding a heart saying 'I love you' 

I hold my breath and look around so confused 

"How the hell?" I say out loud accidentally and walk straight to my desk taking the bear, there is also the same coloured note next to it saying 'I don't have guts to say this to you, so here you go- J :)' 

'J? No this can't be, how is that even possible? No, no its all in my head I'm dreaming okay wake up now Y/n' I start to pinch myself repeatedly and as I am talking to myself my phone pings signally a notification

I look at my bed side table to see another note being placed on my phone, and I pace to it and pick up my phone peeling the note and reading it 

'I'm sorry baby :(' I turn my phone around to read what I received and I see a message from Jimin which reads "Nice bear :)"

WOW

HE WAS HERE

IN MY ROOM

WHEN I WAS ASLEEP

HE CAME BACK FOR ME

no no no it can't be true, I gather all the notes again and see it's in the same writing, it has to be him, I look to my window to see how he could've possible got in and it seemed to be sealed shut, 

'If it was him how did he get in?'

I take the teddy and hold it close to me "I love you" I say aloud, 

'You know what I'll just call him just to clarify' I use as an excuse to talk to him

I try to call him from his phone that he texted me on a few minutes ago but it says that it never existed, 'What?' I look at my phone confused and hold my teddy tighter, its too good to be true, I don't want to wake up

I go to my bed and lie down "I don't wanna-" I say slowly as my eyes droop "wanna- I don't wanna wake-" My eyes start to drop and I hold my teddy closer to me

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lowkey wanna name this teddy