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"Okay we have got no other option here but to fight back" Jimin decides standing by himself in the corner of the room and Jungkook uses one of his bloody hand to push me away so he could see Jimin "Are you deaf? I said he didn't mean to stab me" "Okay but they still beat you up yes or no?" "Yes but-" "And he still brought the knife out to scare you but ended up hurting you and potentially killing you" "Yes but-" "No buts" Jiin cuts him once again "If  he had killed you" Jimin breathes and looks up as if he were holding something in "If he has killed you, they'd leave you there to die" He whispers out and the room goes quite 

I look down not knowing what exactly we should be doing now "What if Taehyung doesn't want to be found?" I say out for no reason and there wasnt a reply for a while "Tae has no one" Jungkook says and I look at him but he wasnt even looking at me "Jimin saved us both, he'd abandon me but he would never abandon Jimin" He continues as I see his eyes get teary "Okay but Jimin said he'd given you two money to run and never come back, how do you know he didn't just run again so he didn't know where he was" Jungkook lifts his head up and looks at me "Because when Jimin gave me and Tae money to run.....we ran together, I contacted Jimin, I got him kidnapped cause I disobeed orders, now I have to find him" He says with a menacing tone and my blood runs cold 

Jimin doesn't say anything for a while but when he sighs I look up at him. he looked so drained and beaten up, like he were chasing something he knew he wouldn't find but he wanted to keep pushing for Jungkook's sake. I wanted to stand up and hug him and tell him everything was going to be fine but this Jimin standing before me. I couldn't recognise him, he was so different from happy  Jimin 

"We need to leave" He lifts himself from where he was standing "Your parents are going to notice somethings wrong, I'm going to make a plan and I'll let you know" He says as he forces one of Jungkook's arm around his neck and lifts him up 

"Jung kook can stay here, he's hurt" I say as I stand up too "Well you're not exactly a nurse are you?" Jimin rudely snaps at me and I bite my lip and tell myself he was just angry "It's okay Y/n, Jimin will stitch me up" He reassures me and I nod as I see him struggling to even breathe 

Jimin lets Jungkook position himself to jump from my window and once he is down clearly more hurt than before, Jimin looks back at me before he leaves 

"I am tired of leaving you Y/n, I keep disappointing you, I disappoint everyone even my father who believes theres 'good' in me" He whispers and I shake my head at him walking to him and taking his hand "Duties" "But it's fucking stupid" He squeezes his eyes as if he was stopping his tears "Jimin we can't take back our mistakes. What you did was really messed up but you were a kid" He opens his eyes and they were glossy as he stares at me "I didn't want to do it Y/n, I knew it was wrong and I still did it" His voice breaks and my eyes start to well up too "It's late Jimin, Jungkook - get him somewhere safe okay" I pretend nothing happened and smile not talking about the subject again and Jimin looks down "See you at school" I nod not being able to bring words and wave as he jumps off and limps with Jungkook to their destination 

I never knew where they disappeared to when they weren't here, maybe he went home, but would he really bring Jungkook to his father? We will never know but I decided that I wasn't going to pry into his business because clearly it's not something I want to involve myself with in. If it was another boy I would've been running for the hills but how comes I wasn't scared when he told me he killed people. I wanted to hug him and tell him everything was okay. He was a little boy, he was angry and upset and he just didn't know how to express it. 

An idea suddenly jumps to my head as I run to my desk and get my laptop opening it and typing away to open it

Maybe I can help actually 

I type into google 'TAEHYUNG' and a bunch of names come up 

'Shoot I don't know his surname' I whisper to myself looking up 'I am gonna have to talk to Jackson' I look to my mirror, staring at myself in fear 'I am going to talk to Jackson' My heart beats in my chest really fast at that idea


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hope everyone is safe xox

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