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"I took your first kiss huh?" He looks down and whispers "Unfortunalty" I roll my eyes and we both laugh awkwardly

"You remember?" "Huh?" "Do you remember all you memories?" He scratches behind his head and turns away from me "You wanna know something crazy?" He turns back to me "What?" "I never forgot"

"What?"

All I've been thinking about all week and all weekend is what Jimin told me, he lied to me all this time

gosh i feel like the biggest idiot

and worst of all, I fell for it, I gave into ALL his lies, I cannot believe I felt pity for him, oh my I fell for him even more, how is that even possible?!

I didn't cry though, I don't know exactly why, I even tried to force myself to cry, I just couldn't bring myself to it, i think the biggest reason is that I was fooled good why would I even...

I wondered and wondered to myself about the same thing...did everyone else know about his lies except me?

I've completely cut myself from the outside world and now I'm laying down on my bead like a rat, just rolling around 

I don't even know why I give a shit about a boy who clearly didn't care about my feelings, I sat up quickly and huffed out

I decide that today I need to buy some fruits to boost up my energy and exercise to get that summer body, because all week I have been nearly surviving on rice

I open my already messed up wardope and throw on my joggers, an oversized top and some gucci sliders which a grey hoodie and head out quickly to the store

People must think I am an ugly witch which the way I look, but its all gucci (get it cause I'm wearing...uno what never mind) I tried to make myself laugh but nothing came out, I huff again and push myself into the door which let me into the shop

I get a basket as I enter and start to shop. I collect all my favourite fruit for my salad and go to the  section with the pads in it as I needed to stock up. I walk over to the counter but stop in my tracks when I see the man himself 

I gasp in my head and stare at his not so good looking state

He looks worse than he last time I saw him, he doesn't even look like him anymore, he has bruises all over his face with several cuts on his lips and his cheeks are lightning red 

But what happens next surprises me even more , he throws a box of cigarettes onto the counter with a 20 dollar bill on top 

"Keep the change" He grunts out and takes the packets taking one out and the lighter out of his pockets

I blush at the fact that his voice was so husky 

WTF IS WRONG WITH ME 

I swallow in hard and watch him walk out of the store,  once the door is shut I breathe out and run to the counter, throw my basket on the desk not even caring about the cashier thinks and look back to make sure no one sees me, I look up at the employee and he doesn't even seem fazed on how suspicious I look

why am I so paranoid?

He packs everything and I also hand him a 20 dollar bill "Keep the  change" I pull my hoodie over my head again and smile at him and he chuckles 

"What's up with all the kids being nice to me?" I shrug snd force a smile to him and rush out 

I open the door but start to cough a lot as I am consumed in cigarette fumes, the owner turns around to look at me and I stop breathing for a minute 

He doesn't say anything just examines me and what I'm wearing

omg what am I wearing 

"What?" I snap at him so he can stop looking at me, he looks back up to my face but still doesn't say nothing, so I huff and start to walk away when a hand grabs my wrists and turns me around 

"Really is that what you're on now Jimin, you smoke ?!" My thoughts suddenly come tumbling out not knowing where it came from "Huh?" He looks at me confused, shakes his head "Nope" He throws the cigarette on the floor and steps on it 

"Please let me go home" I look down whispering looking at our hands "Not until I explain myself, you left that day not so much without a word-" "What did you expect me to say Jimin?!" I scream at him "Thanks for embracing me, thanks for lying to my face for three months huh?" I say sarcastically and he rolls his head back "I did it for a reason" He says with his eyes closed and his jawline on full show 

"Whats your magical reason Jimin, so you can play me? Play with my feeling ? You made me do it all and guess whose feelings got brought back not yours, MINE !" He suddenly grabs both my side and pins me to the glass door behind us 

"CAUSE I WASN'T SURE IF YOU LOVED ME THE WAY I LOVED YOU" He exclaims which causes my heart to melt and my eyes to well up "It's stupid huh?" He laughs sarcastically to himself "How will I get Y/n's attention, is the question I thought to myself everyday, you never let me in unless you was drunk " He looks down and his hair flops with him "I don't" He looks up at me with tears in his eyes

"Casue I love you way more than you do" I squeeze out my throat and tears fall from his eyes "Really Jimin?" He lets go of me and turns away from me wiping the tears from his eyes "And you're the one who approached me in the first place, I thought you was a weirdo but slowly and slowly you made m fall for you, but you didn't even realise what you was doing"

"You don't have to makeup a stupid lie to get my attention" I say from behind him and he sniffs "But it worked" He says not facing me "And I don't regret it one bit" He shrugs off but he still isn't facing me

"Amelia was never in the picture, every time you caught me with her you got the wrong idea, how can I like someone else, when I am in love with you" He says again which makes me so warm "Why me?" I manage to crack out "Wherever my heart goes, goes" He turns around and his eyes are so red which match the bloody cuts on his face 

I step to him and hug him and he rests his head on my shoulder cuddling up to me "You smell" He whispers in my ear "And you smoke" I whisper back

"I don't" He breaks the hug and scratches the back of his head "Apparently when you're stressed it helps, this is my second time really" I nod my head "And your face?" He goes silent and I find it very suspicious

I reach out to touch him but he grabs my hand and pulls me closer 

"Can we just skip the ten dates and would you be my girl?" He looks into my eyes and I smile 

"This is such an awkward place to ask someone that kind of question" I laugh out to him and look down shyly "What can I say, I'm an awkward guy" He smirks  "I dunno you're going to ask you other girl Amelia" "Jealous type, i like it" He says to him self but indirects it to me and I smack his chest and he laughs "Sorry sorry sorry !" 

"Now come here and give me a kiss" He pulls me forward 

THE END

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