not a solution

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i hate it when
people say
that i can't understand
what it's like to have
harsh circumstances.
it just breaks my heart
that there are people who think
i am swimming in
grace and joy,
constantly.
the multiplication of all
the tiny little things have
accumulated into a massive
beast of feeling that are not
worth tackling to me.
if you don't try to understand me,
i was taught by myself to not show feelings that another person
doesn't deserve.
i don't want to dissolve
i am salt
in a mug of hot water
when i let that happen to me.
i won't let you invalidate me.
i won't let you make me pity you.
i will not be the solute
to your solvent.

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