i feel disgusted
by my desires
repulsed
i don't ever see
myself biting into the
fruit we all desire
that sweetness
let alone ripping it open
and removing the pit
i feel shame
loving embarrasses me
i feel unsafe
with bliss
even in an
accepting space
jumping from tree to tree
looking for answers
i am an animal
caged
caged
caged
caged
caged
caged in fear
i can joke
yeah i can see myself
in the sky
flying with planes
but never a passenger
and let alone a pilot
i am now and forever
at ground level
i am the earth
i am the lithosphere
at its lowest point
i don't want to fly
when i know i will fall
JE LEEST
flecks of charisma
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