Characters: Cheyenne
TW: Self harm, Depression
Yay! Not a ' Kelly only sings the depressing lyrics '!
I thought this would be fitting
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Cheyenne:
Inside my heart my feelings stay
But one bye one, I'll kill them all
The way I smile through out the days
Is just a mask to hide my tears
I swallow the pain; the scars still grow,
It hurts, it hurts.......But I won't tell
For I knew along, that no one would,
Ever notice my pain.
Words you speak explicitly,
Are like a poison killing me.
I wounder if you'll ever see
My hearts been torn up silently?
My light is dimming; what a crime.
For it won't return, regardless of time
If all I say is just a lie then I'm,
I'm that lie.
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Cheyenne: During the day, I'm all alone
You're gone, you're gone, but that's just fine.
You leave me with a message in my heart,
Of the scars that will not ever heal.
Your face will show a smirk at me,
It's nothing new for my eyes to see.
To forgive you, that just won't be...
For this is my hearts' final plea.
I hear the words, "it hurts inside"
I wounder how I'd let that slide?
"I" feel like a "clown" who can only hide from the world,
I laugh, I laugh...
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Cheyenne: At this moment I left..liar.
How am I? Liar.
How come?
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Cheyenne: Words you're screaming violently,
Their only purpose killing me.
Forgiving you that just can't be,
Oh how can I fight this demon in me?
If this is what you really want,
Just end my life, end this taunt!
For if all I say is a lie then I'm,
I'm that lie.
And that's just that!
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Hi! I hoped you enjoyed it the English cover is made by Miss Shellah
Ok BYE SRUBZZZ
{P.S: the bold words are hidden messages if you get it the comment below!}
[Note from 2020 Kelly:
the bolded words dont really mean anything-
and again lowkey bop-]
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RandomStart: March 3, 2018 End: March 14, 2020 Times cover has changed: 1 (April, 16, 2020) jfc I made this in the 5th grade- this isn't an uwu owo story so don't be fooled by the cover- its very cringy- basically it was just mostly me writing lyrics but...