THIS IS NOT AN IMAGINE, JUST SOMETHING SWEET FOR MY BEST FRIEND. Gerxrd_frxnkkk
Dear Maya,
You messaged me on March 20th 4:42 PM Tuesday 2018, and our relationship has grown since then, I started writing this on Monday, May 21st so happy two months and a day late anniversary (I guess that's what to call it) and you made the move, I only replied to your comment on a post and then I followed you, you messaged me with your infamous 'Yo yo yo homie joe' and I replied with 'who's this?' From there we started to talk, honestly I love how you understand me, you know when I'm sad, happy, or mad, etc. And I love that about you, we've only been talking for more than two months and you're the person I already consider my best friend and sister, I've grown so close to you, and I care for you so much (I care for many others aswell), and I love how I can act weird with you, and I love how you like to call and video chat as much as I do! It just makes me so happy how much we have in common. I love how we both love someone who don't even know who we are and we don't care! I love that we made a promise to hold our friendship and keep it strong until we finally meet in person, and all I can say is that I cannot wait for that day! We met on instagram, and now we email eachother, we went from IG to Messenger to Wattpad to Gmail! We literally do anything to keep in touch, I love that so much! I love how we just get eachother, I love the fact j can go to for anything! And I certainly love you! If there is anything wrong Maya, I'm always here for you to talk to, and I will listen, I will do anything to help you feel better, ANYTHING! As cliché as it sounds, it's true. You love Gerard Arthur Way and I love Brendon Boyd Urie! Well, like we discussed before, we can't actually love them, so the real word is that we respect them! I don't want to explain it now, so I'll explain it another time.
But Maya, all I can say is that, you are the most caring, kind, amazing, and most wonderful person I've ever met in my entire life! And I hope you stay that way.
And you might be thinking 'Why are you writing this at 1 AM on Monday? Don't you have school?' Actually I'm on a break so I actually have school on Tuesday.
I just wish I was able to see you now, so I don't have to wait for the both of us to turn 18, but I can only be patient until it comes, until then, I want to keep talking to you as much as possible.
You know I have a crazy idea, but it's kind of private to say on here, so I'll email it to you.
And I hope you will not be too surprised lol.
And Claire, don't feel like I left you out, I know I've been talking to you longer and that the title literally says to Maya, but I feel bad.
I met you (Claire) on Instagram, the day September 2nd 2017, I don't remember the weekday and time like Maya's but I'll check later.
I made the first move, first I followed you, and usually when I message an account I never talk to them again, and that we barely talk, it wasn't like that for you, we talked literally everyday for months, I know we barely talk now, but I'd like to get back to that.
Both Claire and you Maya, live in LA, and my uncle lives in Riverside (close to LA) and if I ever go there, maybe the three of us can meet? I don't know lol it would be nice.
But back to Maya (sorry Cwaire)
Maya, you said people get annoyed with you and that they don't like you, you said you don't deserve to have me and that I don't deserve someone like you, well, you're wrong! You're an amazing friend who I don't want to lose. I've lost many, and believe me, I change to get friends back, they start to talk to me again, but then they hurt me again. It doesn't matter to me, I hate being alone and I will stop at nothing to have someone to talk to.
I hate being alone, I need company in my life, someone to talk to.
Not attention, but just friends and family.
And people don't realise, but I'm a very loyal person.
And I'm a person who doesn't like to get mad, so that means people can take advantage of me, and I'm sure I don't want that to happen, so I'm going to be more cautious about the people around me, not you because I know for a solid fact you're a trustworthy person.
And Maya (and Claire if you want)
If you ever feel alone I have some songs I'd like to recommend to remind us of our friendship :) *and I'm aware some of these songs are love songs but idgaf or some of them don't/will not fit in a frenship category but I mean these songs mean the most to me*
Partners in crime - Set it off
Tear in my heart - Twenty one pilots
Do I wanna know? - Arctic monkeys
Friend, Please - Twenty one pilots
Emperors new clothes - Panic! At The Disco
Prove me wrong - Twenty one pilots
Centuries - Fall out boy
Forest - Twenty one pilots
Death of a Bachelor - Panic! At The Disco
Broken - Lund (because I came around at your worst and I saved you, so this reminds me of that)
Girls/Girls/Boys - Panic! At The Disco
I'm not okay (I promise) - My Chemical Romance
Fuck you - Lily Allen (because we best frens😂)
House of gold - Twenty one pilots
Lovely - Twenty one pilots
Mrs. Potato head - Melanie Martinez
Mad Hatter - Melanie Martinez
Cancer -MCR and TØP
Destroya - My Chemical Romance
Na na na - My Chemical Romance
Nearly witches - Panic! At The Disco
*too lazy to put the rest of the title*
Not today - Twenty one pilots
Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen and Panic! At The Disco
LA Devotee - Panic! At the disco
Nicotine - Panic! At the disco
Put your head on my shoulder - Paul Anka
People are strange - The doors
Pity Party - Melanie Martinez
Powerful - Major Lazor
Mockingbird - Eminem
Pull the trigger - Russ
Screen - Twenty one pilots
We don't believe what's on tv - Twenty one pilots
Stressed Out - Twenty one pilots
Save - Twenty one pilots
Trapdoor - Twenty one pilots
Lowlife - Poppy
The Ballad of Mona Lisa - Panic! At The Disco
The Judge - Twenty one pilots
This is gospel - Panic! At The Disco
Holding onto you - Twenty one pilots
Wolf in sheep's clothing - Set it off
That's all I can say now.
My phone is dying and I'm tired so I'm going to bed, good night.
Stay frosty or warm my friends.
