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DEAR CHIM,

You look like you enjoy my letters, genuinely. You started to reply to all of them and saying your own feelings too. I'm glad that I amuse you, but I wouldn't say that I make you happy.

If I do make you happy in some way, I have a hard time believing that I do.

It's not because I'm stubborn, or the fact that I'm playing stubborn for your attention. It's just that I'm scared of when we meet each other in person.

I'm sure you'd be fine about the situation, but the thought of it makes me feel like I'm suffocating. You finding out who I am would make me want to run away. I would be so scared to talk to you or to even be near you. For you to know my affections would make me swell up inside.

I guess it's just an overwhelming nerve. Or just a silly fear based off of all the doubts I have about what you'd think of me.

Whatever it is, it terrifies me.

Love, 

Lost In Doubt

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i don't really put a/n at the end of the chapters because there isn't really a need to.

but i wanted to know if i should start putting in Jimin's replies as chapters? what do you think?

~emily

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