Your Reality

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*Disclaimer* This chapter only talks about the You in the book and describing you are. If you want to go straight to talking to Connor, then go to the next chapter. Thanks, and enjoy!

As a young girl, I have always wanted to find my prince charming.

"You're a nice girl and all, but I can't return the feelings to you"

or

"This stupid prick likes me? Go jump off a bridge"

I have had many crushes on guys throughout my life and also been very unsuccessful. I'm almost 15 this year and all I see are couples around me in school. I've given up on life and just plan on being an old woman with lots of cats and live my life like that. I don't look forward to anything in my life at all. I could just jump off and call it a day, but I somehow always look for a reason to wake up and go to school. Don't get me wrong; I'm not suicidal or depressed, this is just how I feel like; an empty void that can't be filled in. I thought that my crushes would be able to fill them in, but they just hurt me and make the void even bigger.

However, despite the fact that I say that I have nothing to live for, I do spend my time watching my favorite YouTubers play games. My skill level in playing them would probably ruin the game for me, so I just watch other people play for my entertainment. Recently, I have heard that this new game came out; it's called Detroit Become Human. Since I was curious, I decided to watch someone play it. Seven hours later, I finished the video and sat there in awe. Damn, that gameplay was intense... I continued staring at the wall and one of the characters from the game flashed through my head. Connor... I kept thinking about him over and over again. What's the point of having a crush on a fictional character? It's not like it will happen... I thought as I fell to sleep

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