Book Of Randomness [COMPLETED]

28th Random Page

Time to let go

The sun rises and sets

Everyone rises and falls

Many things can happen in a day

Some things that can come in our ways

I always thought that true love is simple

You meet a guy, like him, love him, and fall in love with him

It turned out to be wrong

Love is not the easiest thing on earth

It accepts, it saves, but it also hurts

Also, not everyone can handle the pain that comes with loving someone

Not everyone is strong

Me? I pretend

Pretend that I'm strong

Pretend that I'm okay

Pretend that I don't care anymore

But sometimes, I feel nothing anymore

I'm not stupid anymore

I've became martyr

I've started loving someone who I know, can't feel the same way I do

Maybe the reason is a woman

The woman who didn't give me the love I yearned

Now, I crave for a love

And when I do love, I get hurt

I'm so stupid, aren't I?

Maybe because if I won't love, I'll feel empty

The feeling of emptiness when I'm alone every day

That feeling that I just want to cry

Cry because I'm over-whelmed

But, why? I still don't know why though

It's like a part of my brain that tells me to release my emotions

But I don't want to

I don't think I can stop when I started

Too many reasons to cry

Too many reasons to feel numb

Too many reasons to just die

Yeah, I joke around

Yes, I laugh

Ya, I smile

But is it genuine?

I don't know anymore

It's like, I've put a mask where even I can't see through it

Well, if I'm this confuse, I should just let go

He isn't mine

He won't be mine

It's time to move forward

Just be friend with him

Though it hurts, it'll be okay... hopefully

Everything has their time and now

it's the right time to let him go

It's just sad that, all good thing has an end

Why does it have to end like this ever time?

Why do I need to be the one ending up hurt?

Is it because I'm the option?

I'm the second choice?

I'm the freaking outcast?

I'm just a...

I'm just nothing

They'll never understand how I feel

He will never return what I feel

I just wish he understands how it hurts when I see him

Or even the girl he likes

How many times a told myself:

It's fine

it's for the best

Does he even know how much I cried?

I hate it

I'm tired of it

I'm sick of it

It hurts too fucking much

I'll let him go now

It's probably the right time

Yeah, maybe it is

Probably...

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I'm a sad potato. Deal with me for a while, 'kay?