im sorry guys that i havent
updated in like....forever i know u guys are dissapointed in me, im also dissapointed in myself for not being able to continue this as fast as i hoped :(
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first thing is that im not making any excuses on why i havent updated
i just havent found the inspiration to make this story the way i wanted it to go
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second to tell you guys the truth im sick, like stay at home all the time fever sick and i only sleep like an hour or 3 hours a day cause i have a slight insomnia
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third is that i just sometimes lost my motivation.....in this book nor my everyday life as i think what is the purpose of my being and about the way im feeling now...
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im sorry
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for talking about this and not update this book, im sorry im worthless and couldnt even update a single chapter, im sorry that i suck at writting, im sorry for being here...im sorry for everything...
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please dont
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is what my hearth say but my brain keep telling me whats the point in complaining?
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its not going to make ur life better
unless u change it yourself
unless u have the will to change it
unless u change the way u think
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but we all know its not that easy
to #loveyourself
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i'll try and continue this book after i have gotten better from my fever...im sorry once again guys...
im sorry
thanks for the comments from some people... everytime i see them i feel like im making people happy....which makes me happy...
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does that make me greedy?
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it does doesnt it?
seeing people happy is what makes my day and that makes me greedy right? i dont know anymore
well anyways...
i'll see you guys later
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@joonjooniexxx out peace
thanks...
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