LOST (btsxnamjoon) #bottomnamjoon

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soooo... hi I guess? I guess I need to explain why I haven't been updating on my book status and my condition..

to keep it simple

1.author block

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2.from the picture above u can see im at a suicidal though and action which cause me to do nothing and feel empty in doing anything and im trying to heal? if I can be heal if that's the case..

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3.im trying to make new stories

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4.i have upcoming test which is known as PAS and if I fail imma be dead

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5.i got tickets to bts concert next year so im focusing on money, finding work at highschool, finding an armybomb and others like that so im more on websearch and that kind

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6.i sleep at school since I have imsomnia and thoughs like that

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7.ive tried drowning, suffocating,cutting and its just making me feel something in my dead life.. im sorry its causing the stories to stop

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8.Mono is my therapy to be honest.. it helped me a lot... thank you rm/ kim namjoon if you see this your songs and will are one of my motive to live

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9.and im thankfull to some of the commenters on the q&a who commented and we're gonna anwer it.. shout out to all of them for being beautiful caring armies

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to all from@ZombieUni

what do you want with namjoon? speak wisely

Jaekyun- I just wants the best for him... *takes knife and puts it on his chest* if you think this is the best for namjoon.. then im willing to do it for him..

K-*karatechop jaekyun's head* stop being reckless hyung! and to answer you.. we just want whats best for him

*others nods in agrrement*

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to- Namjoonie from @Aracelylopez271

Hello namjoon-ah, so do you not remember anything? not even army?, I don't want to trigger any panis attacks,is anything but do you?

Namjoonie: I.. just remember that I was in a dark but filled with purple light space.. that surrounded me everywhere I go but it slowly disappear.. and I don't know why.. AR..MY..? Isnt that where we go.. for our military service time..? or.. is it *wince in pain* argh..

Hyun- I thinks that's it for know..im sorry Beautiful..

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to joonie from @YouknoBTS

Hello namjoon. its sad that you have amnesia. you don't remember your members from BTS.. Your family really misses you. Real dan good taste ARMY who love you and all the member miss you. I don't want to show you a music video you're in because im scared you'll have a panic attack because it will trigger your memory.

joon- even if you did.. jaekyun say he wouldn't allow me to watch anything online other than what he allows me to watch.. so my songs wouldn't be plaggerism and have 100% me content and no influence in it..

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to every member from @YouknoBTS

im sorry you guys are not with joonie. all of you said really mean things about him in the past. I understand it was just anger but you mistakes happen. If army really did know the true reason why namjoon left, it would break their hearts...

Jin - we're sorry for making you guys worry.. but that's why we kept it.. we didn't want you guys to be sad.. we're jerks and we're sorry

Jungkook - and I was not thingking straight on what I did before and I reggreted it..

Jimin - *wiping tears from jk's eyes*

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to the band members

-im thankfull you guys are caring for namjoonie but don't you kinda feel bad that he doesn't even know his family? his family misses him dearly and yet you don't give him back? heck even his member are dealing with a few things. please explain why you wont give him back because I don't understand.

Jay - the truth is *mouth got muffled by K's hand*

K - we talked about it with him.. but he rejected to do it since he said he was happy with the life he has now.. is it wrong for us to follow his request?

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to A TO THE G TO THE U TO THE STD from @TaeSippinCoffee

After seeing namjoon singing, how did you feel? sorry if its personal or something

Suga - .. to be honest.. he's not perfect.. nobody are.. but to my eyes he is and his voice.. at singing, rapping or anything he does is beautifull and I regret not saying that years ago *trying to keep a straight face*

to Jay- Hi how are you :D?

Jay - im cool I guess?

Byo - he's lying, he's fricking hot!

Hyun - *pulls jay away as he tries to strangle byo in embaresment* calm down jay!

Jay - BYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

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to Author by @TaeSippinCoffee

Are you reading this right now?

J-author - . Maybe.. haha jk thanks for asking if I were lololol

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That's it I guess... I'll update this story tonight so standby for it... and that's it I guess.. ill update more.. if my suicide thougts and voices stop ringing me to end it inside my head..

other than that that's it

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bye

@joonjooniexxx out peace.. thanks you guys for the support even if im worthless.. at least you guys like the story... so thanks
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