xiv. not in that way!

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the king received a new message from loyal servant zumann!

loyal servant zumann
bela
about what happened last night...
are you okay?
delivered two weeks ago

bela
please
delivered two weeks ago

don't push me away like you did last time
delivered one week ago

you're my best friend.
i don't want to lose you
delivered five days ago

bela i know you're seeing these
please just answer me
delivered two days ago

please don't leave for another two months and then come back as if nothing happened.
delivered one day ago

i have to talk to you
delivered 1:51am

there's something i've been wanting to say since forever
and i don't care whether or not you read this.
but i'm sick of having to hide it from you
delivered 3:28am

bela
i like you, okay?
you're the girl i stupidly fell in love with.
you're the first girl i've ever fallen in love with, actually.
and even though we talked about it and you told me that i'm better off without "her" and i should get over her, i just can't get over you.
and you can't tell me that relationships are crap and love is fake because loving you has been one of the realest things i have ever felt and it's been so painful but i would still meet you and want to fall in love with you all over again in a heartbeat.
but at the same time my life sucks right now and it's all because of you
and it doesn't mean i'm mad at you or i'm blaming you
i'm blaming myself because it's my fault for falling for you in the first place.
read 4:04am

oh.
okay.
thanks for the reply.
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