My Brothers

Chapter 21

Gabi's *POV* *10 years later*
"MOM! MOM! MOM!" my six year old son yells at me, I laugh and reply "What Buddy?", he points at the TV and it shows Sean and Mya, I panic a little and say "What is it buddy?" He laughs and says "Mom do you not see it?" I furrow my eyebrows and say "See what?" He points at Sean this time and says "Mom you really don't see the Spider-Man shirt that the guy is wearing? It's so funny cause it says 'I'm not saying I'm Spider-Man I'm just saying no one has ever seen me and Spider-Man in the same room together!' isn't it funny?" I sigh in relief and say "Yea it's super funny and yes I see him sweetie" I grab the remote and put on the actual Spider-Man cartoon and say "Just watch this for now." He nods his head and I say "Please be a good boy for me cause I'm gonna go upstairs and take a nap for a little bit so can you behave for me?" He nods his head and says "Don't worry  mom and I'll only get you if it's an emergency" I smile and kiss his head and say "Thank you honey" he nods his head and I walk upstairs. Ok I know I owe you an explanation so let's start , so after my eighteenth birthday me and Sean were a lot closer and we stayed together for about four years and the reason why we broke up was because I got pregnant and I didn't think Sean would want it so I broke up with him and I never told him, I told my brothers and they helped me out. I know what you're thinking 'that's fucked up' I know it is but you see Sean didn't like kids very much and whenever a kid would come up to us he would take a picture with the kid but when the kid left he would complain so yea that's why I didn't tell him cause if I did he would probably just end up walking out anyways. So here we are six years later I have a beautiful son named Alejandro Derek Guzman(picture of him on top), you see I named him after my dad Alejandro because my dad has the right to be remembered but I just call him Alex and I named him after Derek middle name wise cause Derek basically raised me and lastly yes I gave him Sean's last name I mean Sean does have that right. So yea....oh yea and me and Alex live by our selves now I mean it would be weird cause I'm 28 now and it would be weird if I was still living with my older brother. Now that everything has been cleared, I'm gonna take a nap.
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I walk down the stairs to see Alex playing my guitar I smile and walk towards him and say "Do you want to learn how to play?" He looks startled at first but then says "Yes please I wanna learn how to play!" I laugh and say "Okay I'll get you a teacher." He puts his fist in the air and yells "YESSSSSSSSSSS" I laugh and sit down on the couch while he continues to practice. I love my son so much and I don't know what I would do without him and he looks so much like his father and he is so talented I mean he dances(and he's great at it), he plays basketball(and he's great at it), he plays soccer(and he's great at it), he plays baseball(and he's great at it), and lastly he's the cutest little model but only for my personal camera. I really don't know what I would do without him. I grab my phone and I start scrolling through Instagram, I some how end up on Sean's Instagram and I see a picture of him and his new girlfriend well not really new they've been a thing for like a year now but still, I click on the picture

caption: This girl is so amazing for everything she had done. She fixed me when she saw me broken. thank you@izzyquinn.

I feel my eyes watering cause I never fully got over Sean like I got rid of most of it but there's still that tiny bit that is screaming 'YOU'LL NEVER STOP LOVING SEAN GABI!' I just let the tears fall because I mean why not? I deserve the pain cause I was the reason why he was broken and I kept his son away from him and I still am, I'm a terrible person and he deserves Isabelle Quinn cause I know that she will always treat him right. Also I know this ruins the moment but Sean looked so much better back when he was with me, hell he looked better before we were dating too I mean did he really need to grow out his hair and grow a mustache and beard like no offense to him but this makes him look so much older than what he really is and he's 31. Alex must have noticed me crying cause he runs over to me and says "Mom are you okay?" I put my phone down and say "Yea I'm fine, I'm just thinking about someone" he nods his head and says "Were you thinking about my dad?" My eyes widen and since I don't wanna lie to him I say "Yea I was thinking about your dad" he nods his head and says "Will I ever meet him?" I sigh and say "I don't know Alex but I really want you to meet him but I don't know if he wants to meet you." He nods his head sadly and I kiss his head and say "Go play" he nods his head and runs up stairs. No I've never told him about his dad, I mean he doesn't know what he looks like, his name, why he isn't around, nothing and I'm not telling him this only because he is to young to understand it's also because I just don't know how to tell him. *ding dong* I get up and walk towards the door and open it I see all my brothers standing there with big smiles on their faces I smile back and they attach me with hugs then run inside then I see all my nieces and nephews running in and there's a lot of them cause all of us have at least two kids now I mean even Lucas has two kids both girls named Hailey and Veronica. I look around to see if there's anyone left, there's not so I close the door and lock it, I walk back into the living room to see everyone in there well except for Alex he's still upstairs playing, and I say "So the moms/wives/girlfriends aren't coming?" Everyone shakes their head and I nod and say "If you kids want you can go upstairs and play with Alex in his playroom" all of a sudden there's a stampede of children going past me now. I look at all the oldest kids that are now fourteen and I look at them and say "James, Wes, Mya, and Maria if you guys want you can go into the tech room" they nod their heads and run up there, if your wondering it's a room with a bunch of TV's, computers/laptops, IPads, game stations/games, and recording studio stuff and I mainly got it for when the older kids come around and don't wanna play with the toys or play some soccer, baseball, or basketball so I got a room with stuff they would like. Anyways I sit down on the couch and say "What's up?" Nate sighs and says "People are starting to notice you more again" my eyes widen and I say "How I quit a lot of stuff I mean the only stuff that remains is dance, and modeling I mean I still play all my instruments and I sing for fun in like the shower but that's it cause I quit YouTube, Singing, BIG modeling gigs, acting, etc. I quit so much and hell I gave up my fucking car just so I can lay low so nobody knows I have a son." Steven nods his head and says "I know Gabi and people are starting to notice you again cause there's a video of you picking up Alex from school and your hugging him and kissing him oh and it's viral on YouTube, the title is 'DID SHE QUIT THE FAME TO BE A MOM?!!!! WHO'S THE FATHER!!!!????'" I sigh and say "What am I supposed to do about it? And there is no way Sean hasn't seen this what if he realizes Alex is his?" I start freaking out and Dani try's to calm me down. I just started breathing normally again. We are all laughing at some stupid joke Noah said but I hear Alex run in so I look at him and he yells "MOM WE ARE FAMOUS THERE'S A VIDEO OF US ON YOUTUBE!!!" Aww he's so excited everything is going dark and the last things I heard before I blacked out were "GABI!!!???" And "MOOOOOOOM!!!!????"