It's funny how, a smile can disappear so quickly. It's funny how I once was giddy and now I'm not. It's funny how you can be broken, lost, depressed, happy, excited, dead, and ecstatic at the same time. But at the end of the day...the worst emotions take hold. And then you truly are angry, depressed, lost, alone, desperate, undeserving, hopeless, mistake, nothing, alone, fearful, forgotten, and pushed away. I wonder why, we do this...why we hurt? Wouldn't it be better to have happiness...I don't know..I'm sorry. I'm so bipolar...I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry I make you sad or upset. I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry I caused you to push me away. Im sorry I failed you. I'm sorry for everything. I don't mean to hurt you. I wish I didn't. I'm sorry. I'm sorry!
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RandomBasically, some stuff I feel the need to get off my chest. And stuff about ME
