All about......ME

*screams*

IM TIRED OF ADVICE

IM TIRED OF BEING WORTHLESS

IM TIRED OF CRYING

IM TIRED OF NOT KNOWING WHY IM CRYING

IM TIRED OF HURTING PEOPLE

IM TIRED OF FEELING

IM TIRED OF LIVING

IM TIRED OF THE FAKES

IM TIRED OF BEING LEFT OUT

IM TIRED OF BEING UNNOTICED

IM SORRY I HURT YOU
IM SORRY I CARE
IM SORRY IM HERE
IM SORRY YOU WANNA SEE ME DEAD
IM SORRY MY TEARS ARE YOUR ENERGY
IM SORRY YOU EXIST
IM SORRY I EXIST
IM TIRED OF FEELING THREATENED

IM SORRY FOR ENTERING YOURE LIFE-
IM JUST-
I CANT ANYMORE!

NO, IM NOT GONNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF
NO, IM NOT LEAVING, NOT YET
NO, IM NOT DOING SOMETHING RASH
YET-

If no on reads this, great! :) I don't give a damn. I'm tired of the fact that nobody notices me, not until I finally break. I feel threatened. IM sorry I'm not sorry bitch! If you don't like me, just tell! If you want me gone, just tell! I'll leave you alone! IM tired of people giving me an attitude for something I didn't do! What the fuck is wrong with people?! This is so fucked up-

Then add stress, anxiety, bipolarity, and autism to the fucking mix and you got a bomb! I've let things slide, now I'm beginning to lose it! And when you lose it...

You feel worthless

You cry

You feel pathetic

You cut

You fake smile

Even as you die inside

You lose hope

You stop trying

Because what's the point in trying?

When no one cares?