All about......ME

😔

Imma just start off by saying, I hate myself and my heart. c:

I HATE CRYING
I HATE SNAPPING
I HATE DYING INSIDE
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MY LIFE
I HATE WHO I AM

IM TIRED OF...

CUTTING
LOSING IT
SNAPPING
SCREAMING
CRYING
BLOOD SOAKED SLEEVES
TEMPTATIONS
BEING BITTER

I FEEL....

WORTHLESS
PATHETIC
NOTHING
USELESS
SCARRED
LOST
SCORNED
HATED
DISTRUSTED
THREATENED
ANGRY
UPSET
SCARED
BRUISED
BROKEN
DESTROYED
SICK
DEAD
PITIFUL
DISGUSTED
IGNORED
ALONE
COLD
BITTER
VENGEFUL
DEPRESSED
DARK
RUNNING AWAY
QUESTIONING
UNSAFE

I AM....

PATHETIC
USELESS
LOST
THREATENED
BROKEN
ALONE
SCARED
SCARRED
WORTHLESS
NOTHING
UNSAFE
BITTER
IRRITABLE
INSANE
UNSTABLE
BIPOLAR
ANXIOUS
TEARFUL
APOLOGETIC
HATED
BRUISED
DARK
DEAD

I WANT TO STOP...

CRYING
CUTTING
SKIPPING MEALS
NOT DRINKING
FEELING USELESS
FEELING UNSAFE
BEING DEPRESSED
BEING HURT
BEING ALONE
DEALING WITH THIS ON MY OWN
BEING SCARRED
BEING BRUISED
BEING DEAD
BEING BROKEN
BEING PATHETIC
BEING NOTHING
BEING WORTHLESS.

BUT HOW CAN I WHEN....

ITS ALL TRUE, AND NO ONE CARES.

WHEN....

IVE DEALT WITH IT ON MY OWN FOR SO LONG, I CANT LEAN ON OTHERS?

So, no we know what I'm really feeling. ^^