All about......ME

😞

I'm just-gonna be honest. Sometimes it feels like I don't belong here. I mean, I love you guys so much, but...it just doesn't feel like I'm wanted or belong. It's just...awkward

Imma just-
*bangs head on the wall screaming*

Okay, better...but like, I feel like I cause pain here- lots of pain-
And I can't handle that thought.

Maybe Imma leave for a couple hours..or a few hours-

But when you feel like, all these expectations are on you, you just hurt more
And when you feel like you're being threatened by someone, it's hard to feel safe.

Granted, yes this is the Internet...but I use it to escape my reality. My reality that contains depression.

And maybe you care, maybe you don't. I don't give a damn. I'm just stressed to the max.

I feel uncomfortable and that I don't belong. So-

I feel threatened by something everyday-

I snap so much I'm losing people

And I can't deal with it anymore.

Imma leave for a few hours maybe

To try to breathe

To think

To understand

But what's the point when...

I know I'll fail?