How can you love others, when you haven't felt it before? Not fully anyways. How can you still feel jealousy and anger when you've been broken? As you continue to break those around you. I'm sorry if I'm frustrating, but jealousy got the best of me...and so does pain, anger, disgust, worthlessness and so much hidden pain. I just, I don't wanna hurt you. I feel bad for finally ranting. I feel bad for finally, finally breaking. I feel bad that I can't protect you at all times. I feel bad for everything. Even as you try to protect me and love me, I'm still pushing you away. And I'm sorry. Go ahead...leave. I'm used to it. I deserve it. You know, I'm not gonna apologize for saying this. I'm not gonna apologize for this one, last, final thing on this page. Because it's how I truly feel about myself and my life.
IM SORRY FOR...
BEING PATHETIC
BEING WORTHLESS
BEING NOTHING
BEING HEARTLESS
BEING COLD
BEING IGNORANT
BEING HARSH
FOR SNAPPING
BEING NOTHING
BEING HONEST
BEING A MASK
FOR BREAKING
FOR LIVING
FOR ENTERING YOUR LIVES
FOR BEING HERE
FOR BEING ALIVE
FOR BEING BORN
HELL, IM SORRY FOR...
NOT ALLOWING YOU TO PROTECT ME
NOT ALLOWING YOU TO HELP ME
NOT ALLOWING YOU TO LOVE ME
FOR NOT ALLOWING YOU TO FIX ME
AND LAST, BUT NOT LEAST...
IM SORRY I WAS BROUGHT INTO THIS WORLD. IM SORRY I ENTERED YOUR LIVES. IM SORRY FOR FINALLY, FINALLY LOSING IT
YOU ARE READING
All about......ME
RandomBasically, some stuff I feel the need to get off my chest. And stuff about ME
