i haven't had a panic attack in a long time
so when my breathing started to rush and my chest felt as if it was being pressed down and my head felt like it was going to fall apart and my eyes started tearing up, i was absolutely terrified
it was in the store in front of three employees and my mother
later, my mother told me how selfish i was back in the store and how i was so stubborn and picky
yet, she tells me now that she totally understands how my anxiety works
bullshit.
