i'm a hypocrite
i say how i would love to go on coffee dates with a girl and make her laugh and sketch her face and wrap my arms around her waist and tell her how wonderful she is and write love poem after love poem about her
but i know that i will never, ever date a girl in high school because i am so, so scared of hiding anything from my parents if it means that i get thrown into the streets
i'm such a fucking hypocrite
i hate it. i hate it so much and i wish i could just own my identity like i do with my friends but i value my family's opinion over my own fucking happiness
what the fuck.
