Title: My Adorable Boy.
Warning: Negative self image / extremely soft gay moments not safe for weak hearts may melt them in 0.5 seconds.
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Marcio's P.O.V
Sitting at home was always so lonely especially when my roommate / Noona (not by blood) is out and my adorable boy Renjun was too busy at work to pay any attention to me, I just decide to sleep until he comes to visit tonight because there is nothing else to do and I ain't about to get all up in my feels right now. Turns out I slept longer than I thought a whole ass 32 hours, and Renjun wasn't too happy...
I look at my phone to see 4 missed calls and 14 missed texts from 'Noona🙈', 20 missed calls and 38 missed text from 'My Junnie👑❤️' and a heap of calls from the other Nct members, apparently my presence goes unnoticed honestly I didn't realise they cared so much.
*Knock, Knock, Knock*
Ugh who the fuck tryna disturb my lazy asses resting time like damn that's so inconsiderate. "hi baby" , "Nooooooonaaaassaaa" I cry my favourite Nct girlfriend is here hell yeah! My mood lifts almost in an instant before my eminent sadness settles back in, she notices the drop in mood "hiya Hun, tell me what's for you so sad?" I take a deep breathe and her eyes soften she already knows what's wrong she can tell by the look in my eyes, she knows me too well.
"He's too good for me Noona, you know it, he knows it, Nct know it and I sure as hell know it. He's a prince made from nothing but the finest and what am I? Some fat, dark and ugly clingy kid who he's stuck with. He doesn't need me he's so much better without me." Before she can open her mouth I hear a faint sob which I know wasn't from her and from behind the kitchen counter I hear his all too familiar voice "you- you really t-think that?" He chokes out, "Renjun?" I sniffle out As I see my Noona signal to Renjun to come out before heading up to her room to give us privacy, she set me up. "I-I- um I thought you had to practice today?" God damn it stop stuttering he can't know how upset you are Marcio, "Marcio, do you really think I'm too good for you? That you're ugly, dark and fat?" I couldn't bare to look into his eyes "look at me... P-Please" does no one not know what I'm thinking, he grabs my chin with his hand and makes me look into those beautiful yet hurt eyes.
"Babe, listen too me please" - he grabs hold of my hands never taking his eyes off of me. "Marcio, you are absolutely precious and I love you so much I definitely don't agree with you, firstly you're too good for me if anything hun you are so kind and generous with a heart of pure gold. I am beyond lucky to call myself your boyfriend even though I can't do it in the public eye, and you know how much that kills me. Secondly... Fat... Ugly... and Too Dark? Angel are you hearing yourself, my god you're killing me! You are none of those things fat and ugly aren't even in your vocabulary you are such a cutie that you'd never be able to call yourself fat or ugly. And baby my god as if I care how dark you are, I understand that you envy Haechan's golden skin tone but how dare you call yourself too dark?!? Marcio you are perfect just the way you are and that means that you are especially perfect to and for me." He's crying and I'm crying but he doesn't say another word he just entrances me with those warm and loving arms, "but Renjun, you're an idol and I'm nothing but a boy." "That May be so hun but at least you're my boy and nothing will ever change that!" We stay like that for a while before I fall asleep due too excessive crying and wake up to find Renjun with his arms wrapped firmly around my torso as we cuddle on the couch.
Renjun's P.O.V
I am so lucky to have Marcio I wish he wasn't so hard on himself it breaks my heart, he's so precious and I honestly wish we could just stay forever like this... just my baby, me, a couch, blanket and some cuddles.
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