I want her, I love her

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Chapter 29

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Chapter 29

Jungkook Pov

I lied on the couch alone in the mansion again. I didn't know what to do after Solna just left me there without a word or answer. I was just happy to know she was safe after all this time. I missed her so much after seeing her today, but she got into a limo making me wonder if she's found a new guy.

A new man to keep her safe.

A new rich man who loves her.

But the only one was me.

I love her.

Even though I was angry at her for being pregnant that I kicked her out, I knew it was my fault than for her....I didn't think as much when she told she was having my child. I've been treating her poorly, I just couldn't help but feel this way towards her. She's been there with me since the begining, I'm surprise she hadn't left earlier when thing's were worse.

I thought if I could push her away and be cruel to her she would hate me and leave those foolish feelings she had for me, then we could get a divorce and I could go back to not caring. But ever since she came into my life, I wasn't myself anymore, it was like she was changing me slowly and slowly.

The day she left for good broke my heart. I thought she just ran away to her parent's but when I went there they told me they hadn't seen her, it worried me to not know where she was. I wanted to find her so much but as I ran all over Seoul, I found nothing but myself in this empty mansion alone like how I would leave her.....all alone.

I threw her out because I was angry with myself...

But after not seeing her and not knowing where she was I hated myself for doing something so reckless that I wanted her back in my life again.

I was so awful to her but I couldn't help loving her.

I had to make it right again.

"Mother in law, father in law" I smiled to them as I sat down in front of them

"Hello, son, so have you found Solna?" Mr. Kim asked

"Y-Yes I did, she was at work and didn't tell me" I lied to their precious face making me feel guilty

"Oh that's good, you and Solna should visit more often, we really miss you two" Mrs. Kim smiles

"Yeah, we will....but I came here because Solna told me to drop something off for Aena" I said with a smile

"Ohh, well of course, she's just in her bedroom down to the left of the hall" Mrs. Kim smiles

"Thank you" I stood up and rushed to her room.

"HEY!, what do you--Oh....It's the jerk who married my sister and broke her heart thousands of times" She sarcastically said with a smile

"What do you want? and haven't you heard of knocking?" She asked coldly

"Look I know you don't like me but I need your help" I asked her

"Why should I even help you?" Aena asked

"Because Solna ran away from home and I need to find her" I begged

{Play Music above for dramatic feelings}

"NO" Aena said sitting on her chair

"Please, Please Aena, Help me out, I'm your brother in law-"

"Brother what?!-NO! You are nothing but a worthless piece of trash who doesn't deserve my sister's love and sacrafice!" Aena shouted loudly making me wonder if her parent's heard.

"She's been through too much to even have your worthless self in her life, hearing the way you hurt my sister doesn't prove anything but that you're a Asshole and fuckboy"

I sighed in defeat.

"You're right"

"yes I am, So don't even think about finding her because you deserve no one like her"

"I know I don't...but I want to find her...please help me Aena"

"I miss her so much"

"I'm scared for her and the baby's health..."

"The what now?!" Aena asked

"You didn't know she was pregnant?" I asked her

"Does this face look like a face to know?" She asked sarcastically

"Of course not" She glared at me hard

"Are you the baby's father?" Aena asked

"yes I am, that's why I need to find her, please tell me where she is" I begged

Aena sighed deeply with the most hatred look I was ever given.

"You. Don't. Deserve. Her."

I felt weakened by her words.

I really am going to change, I want Solna in my life and only her....

She's all I could think about now....

"You should leave before I call the cops" Aena crosses her arms

"Please, just let me see her" I begged on my knees

"You're so pathetic Jungkook, even though you act tough, deep inside you're just scared of your own feelings" she scoffed

She was right.

I was scared.

Scared of loosing the ones I love.

I felt her hand on my shoulders with a sincere look.

"The only way I can let you see her is..."

"Under one condition" Aena said

"What is it?" I asked desperately

"File for a divorce and she'll have the baby without you" Aena sternly told me

I felt heartbroken.

How could a little high schooler be this mean?

"I can't do that" I told her

"And why not?" Aena glared crossing her arms once again

"Because I love her...I love your dumb stubborn sister too much to bear doing that to her and my child"

Aena sighed and sat down next to me.

"Fine....She's going to kill me but If you love her"

"You will care for the child and love my sister like she's the only one" Aena says

"Of course I will" I told her

"And If I find out about your ways again I'm telling on you and you'll never see her again" She says

"Deal?" Aena handed out her hand

"Deal" I shook it

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