Roommates >> Yang Jeongin (BOOK 1) ✔ [Editing]

Chapter 15

(Y/N) and Jeongin didn't talk to the each other for the rest of the day, until night. It was half-past-eleven and (Y/N) couldn't sleep, so, she got out of her bed and walked over to her door.

Opening it, she sighed and then stepped out of her bedroom. She headed to the kitchen and got a warm glass of milk. After gulping it down, she walked over to the couch and closed her eyes.

Suddenly she heard a voice.

It was Jeongin, he was singing.

This is a beautiful lie
My last lie
Even if it hurts to death
I am hiding myself
under a mask for you

I see myself in the mirror and I ask myself
Will it really make you happy if I let you go?
I'll throw myself away completely
because you need quiet time to yourself
Did I say those things without even meaning it?
As I replay your face
when you screamed go away
I'm tainting our memories that were beautiful
I haven't imagined a life without you yet
but please be happy
So that at least my lie can shine

I'm letting go of your tightly held hands
But my heart is still the same
But I'll let you go
I'm letting go of your hands
But my heart is still the same
I think it's best for you
if I end it right here

This is a beautiful lie
My last lie
Even if it hurts to death
I am hiding myself
under a mask for you

It's alright if you leave me
I want you t be happy
Oh I'm
I'm a beautiful
I'm a beautiful liar

You keep shedding tears
in front of me
It was an unexpected line that
led to the next chapter
You told me to take back
the words I spit out
As you hold onto my face
Then you collapsed off your feet
This isn't the future I thought of
It seemed like a sin to look at you
like a lonely tied up dog
So I'm swallowing up my feelings
and letting you go
You must live better than me, promise me
But the moment I said that,
you turned around

I won't hang onto you, I will smile
This is me, don't hesitate anymore
Leave me

This is a beautiful lie
My last lie
Even if it hurts to death
I am hiding myself
under a mask for you

It's alright if you leave me
I want you t be happy
Oh I'm
I'm a beautiful
I'm a beautiful liar

It's time for me to give you
The last bits of my heart
The fact that we loved is beautiful
It's time for me to give you
The last bits of my heart
The fact that we loved is beautiful

Me with iron shackles on my legs
Is more like me than ever before
(You turned around, ran to me
Told me not to say stupid lies
As you smiled in front of me)

It's a beautiful pain
Letting you go
I have to kill myself inside
Swallow my tears
And put on a smiling mask

I feel so relieved now
Please don't worry about me
Oh I'm
I'm a beautiful
No, a cowardly liar

(Y/N) found herself wanting more, so, she walked over to Jeongin's door and softly knocked. Jeongin jumped in surprise and opened his door. "(Y/N)," he mumbled.

"I like your voice, can you sing another song for me?" She asked.

"Uh, sure," he was a bit nervous but agreed anyway.